No Time for Lies
Rediscovering Elizabeth Harrower.
By James Wood
Books October 20, 2014 Issue
The Australian novelist
Elizabeth Harrower, who is eighty-six and lives in Sydney, has been decidedly
opaque about why she withdrew her fifth novel, “In Certain Circles” (Text),
some months prior to publication, in 1971. Her mother, to whom she was very
close, had died suddenly the year before. Harrower told Susan Wyndham, who
interviewed her a few months ago in the Sydney Morning Herald, that she
was absolutely “frozen” by the bereavement. She also claims to remember very
little about her novel—“That sounds quite interesting, but I don’t think I’ll
read it”—and adds that she has been “very good at closing doors and ending
things. . . . What was going on in my head or my life at the
time? Fortunately, whatever it was I’ve forgotten.” Elsewhere, Harrower has
cast doubt on the novel’s quality: “It was well written because once you can
write, you can write a good book. But there are a lot of dead novels out in the
world that don’t need to be written.”
Harrower deposited the
manuscript of “In Certain Circles” in the National Library of Australia and
essentially terminated her literary career. She has said that she thinks of her
fiction as something abandoned long ago, buried in a cellar. She can’t now be
bothered with writing. “I don’t know anybody who knows I’m a writer,” she said
in 2012. In 1971, plenty of people knew Harrower was a writer. The novelist
Christina Stead, for one, declared that Harrower’s “The Long Prospect” (1958)
“has no equal in our writing.” But obscurity is a fast worker, when properly
paid: by the early nineteen-nineties, all her novels were out of print. Patrick
White, who urged Harrower to keep working, once inscribed a book to her with
the injunction “To Elizabeth, luncher and diner extraordinaire. Sad you don’t
also WRITE.”
Her work might still be out
of print if Michael Heyward and Penny Hueston, a married couple who run the
Australian publishing house Text, hadn’t decided to start republishing it in
2012. They began with Harrower’s greatest novel, “The Watch Tower” (1966), the
bitter story of two sisters, Laura and Clare, who lose their parents and fall
under the sway of Felix Shaw, an abusive and controlling drunk. Over the next
two years, Text published the rest of Harrower’s earlier work: “Down in the
City” (1957), her first novel, and “The Long Prospect” (1958), her second, both
of which she wrote in London; and “The Catherine Wheel” (1960), her third book.
“In Certain Circles,” the withdrawn novel, was clearly the publisher’s most
precious quarry. Heyward cajoled Harrower into letting him read the manuscript.
She had not read any of her own work in forty years, and suspected that she
might have to die before it was read again. Heyward thought the novel
“extraordinary,” and Harrower agreed to its publication, perhaps figuring that
death was a steep penalty for a comprehensive backlist.
Harrower’s writing is
witty, desolate, truth-seeking, and complexly polished. Everything (except
feeling, which is passionately and directly confessed) is controlled and put
under precise formal pressure. Her sentences, which have an unsettling candor,
launch a curling assault on the reader, often twisting in unexpected ways. And
although her novels can feel somewhat closed, and tend to repeat themselves in
theme, her prose is full of variety. She can be bracingly satirical: “The
piercing soprano she raised at parties was understood to be her most prized
asset, and had won her much applause.” She is generally tart. In “The Catherine
Wheel,” a novel narrated by a young Australian woman living in a London
bed-sit, a single glance at the room’s furniture tells us much about her
self-esteem: “Above it was a mirror, undistorted, except perhaps—I’d already
noticed—on the side of flattery.” She can be savagely metaphorical: “She was
like a park that had never once removed its Don’t Walk on the Grass signs.”
But her wit often teeters on the edge of pain, as it does in that last
sentence, which describes Laura and Clare’s vilely haughty mother in “The Watch
Tower,” or as it does in this description of pretty, ingenuous Zoe Howard, who
will marry disastrously in “In Certain Circles”: “It never mattered what she
said to men: they liked her to say anything.” The sentences have an innocent
composure, as if Harrower hoped to slip the pain past us: “Yet really, apart
from the sense of irretrievable loss, there was nothing wrong at all.” “Really,
it turned out to be like every other day, except that she never forgot it.” Zoe
Howard, trapped in her painful marriage, standing by a swimming pool on a
morning in which she and her husband have managed to effect a brief truce, is
described thus: “She shivered and pulled on her towelling coat, prudently
absent from past and future.” What pain lies in the coiled coda of that
sentence! Sometimes, the reader has to decode Harrower’s careful irony: “He
made a sound not like a laugh” (about a histrionic charmer who is feeling sorry
for himself). But Harrower’s prose expands, too, to gather in the Australian
landscapes: Sydney, the wide harbor, the narrower suburbs (easily dispatched in
one novel as “weedy parks named after councillors”), the blue skies and
breathing red outback, the “blue and legendary haze” that seems to hover over
the whole world.
Harrower was right about
“In Certain Circles” being well written, but surely wrong to take its superb
style for granted, as if mere literary muscle memory. Like the rest of her
work, the novel is severely achieved: the coolly exact prose cannot be
distinguished from the ashen exhaustion of its tragic fires. The book suffers
from a few structural difficulties (some weirdly compressed transitions, a
couple of characters who never quite come into focus) that may have earned
Harrower’s anxious scorn in 1971. But “In Certain Circles” also extends and
deepens several of her persistent concerns: how easily we submit to cruelty and
coercion; the relations between men and women in a frankly misogynist era; the
moral imperative to tell the truth, to shatter the china niceties that sustain
bourgeois domestic life. The book belongs with her best work, with “The Watch
Tower” and “The Long Prospect.”
“In Certain Circles” opens
with the zest and freshness of Theodor Fontane’s great novel “Effi Briest.”
Like young Effi, like poor Isabel Archer (Henry James leans over all of
Harrower’s work), the irrepressible Zoe Howard will, over the course of the
novel, be repressed into an obedient shadow of herself—ground in the very mill
of the conventional, as James described the fate of his unfortunate heroine.
When we first encounter Zoe, she is seventeen, the privileged daughter of
prominent Sydney intellectuals, the head of her school, the editor of its
paper, intelligent, and confident (“she had read millions of books”). She
periodically strives to have a social conscience, but will catch sight of
herself in the mirror and be overcome by the deliciously attractive prospect of
being Zoe. (“She was almost certain her heart was in the right place. It was
simply that circumstances had not called on her to produce it very often.”) By
contrast, her elder brother, Russell, who has returned from war—where he has
been in some kind of prisoner-of-war camp—has an anguished and principled
politics. At her parents’ house, Zoe meets one of Russell’s friends, Stephen
Quayle, and is immediately attracted by his fierce difference from her peers.
Stephen was about seven when his parents died in an accident, and he and his
younger sister, Anna, grew up as orphans. He is a frustrated and impoverished
intellectual, trapped in a pointless job; he is serious, passionate, and
abrasive, and he comprehends, from an estranged distance, the kind of privilege
that Zoe takes for granted. Zoe is entranced: “She had met the first man ever
to judge her.”
Harrower likes to nudge
offstage major developments in her narration—marriages, deaths, divorces. She
alludes to them glancingly, the better to concentrate on the slow present. This
can make her books feel stifling, and at times hermetic. “In Certain Circles”
gives few indications of just when it is set. Russell’s wartime experiences and
his job (he seems to work as a publisher, and produces a leftist newsletter)
remain a bit mysterious. A great deal happens invisibly between the three
sections of “In Certain Circles,” as it does between the three parts of “To the
Lighthouse,” a novel that was perhaps in Harrower’s mind. At the start of the
second section, we learn that Zoe has spent several years in Paris, where she
gained renown as a war photographer; she had an affair with a movie director
there and seems to have designs on that field. At twenty-five, she has returned
to Sydney, and she is going to marry Stephen Quayle. We see a glimpse of the
marriage; the auguries are not good. In an extended scene, Stephen baits his
wife, irritated that people keep asking her what she’s going to do with
herself. He badgers her to concede that “there aren’t any first-rate women
directors, are there?” In any case, he’s “never been able to regard the cinema
as an art form.”
In the novel’s third
section, Zoe is forty, and the man who had seemed to her like a character out
of a Russian novel—irascible, but strange and brilliant—has become her jailer,
delighting in diligent belittlement. Zoe once thought that men didn’t care what
she said as long as she said something to them. Now her coldly jealous husband
thinks the same. “I hope you don’t think he was interested in what you were
saying?” he says to her, after a friend of theirs had asked Zoe about a film
festival. “We know where his interests lie, don’t we?”
Harrower is an
exceptionally subtle psychologist—she can sound like a Russian novelist
herself—and she fills the opening pages of “In Certain Circles” with Zoe’s
young, impulsive consciousness, so that we encounter with due horror her later
fall into habitual misery and the tormented stasis of her marriage. See how the
teen-age Zoe responds to one of her parents’ friends, a woman known to the
Howards as “poor Ellen.” Ellen is unhappily married—“the possessor of a German
husband named Hans, Ellen lived in a handsome house, made excellent crème
caramel”—and is known as “poor Ellen” or “that sad lady” because the only thing
Zoe has ever heard her say to Mrs. Howard is “Hans and I can’t go on like this,
Alice.” Ellen is an amusing Chekhovian creation, but Harrower dwells on this
minor character, one who plays no subsequent role in the novel, using her to
mark the difference between being young and optimistic, like the careless
teen-age Zoe, and old and faux-optimistic, like the burdened Ellen:
[Ellen] was always so
anguished, so convinced that a change of some quite fantastic nature was due to
occur within the hour that, non-existent though Zoe’s interest was in these
adult matrimonial troubles, she was always jolted when she heard, months later,
that nothing whatever had changed. It seemed uncanny that a grown-up woman
could want and expect an event, and the event refuse her.
Years later, Zoe has turned
into an acutely miserable version of “poor Ellen,” desperate to escape a man
who has become “the tomb of them both.” If the young Zoe could not comprehend
the notion of being refused by events, the grownup Zoe cannot quite comprehend
it, either. The difference is that now she herself has been refused by events:
Sometimes it seemed that
nothing much had happened. There was only a vague distress, the dreamlike
sensation of having mislaid something vital. Some messenger from life stood
before her with a telegram reading: you have lost your life or sadness
unto death. It seemed dramatic, and half-touched her, this eternal
telegram.
Elizabeth Harrower was born
in Sydney in 1928. Her parents separated when she was small, and she spent
periods of her early childhood with her grandmother. In 1951, at twenty-three,
she left Australia for London, the customary gesture, at that time, of
discovery and expansion. When you’re young, Zoe Howard’s father says in “In
Certain Circles,” the size of Australia on the map makes you proud; but when
you’re older “it’s a deprivation not to be in Europe.” In this way, Harrower’s
fiction has complicated relations with her native land (complications that
persist in the work of contemporary writers like Peter Carey and Murray Bail).
Her prose lingers beautifully over Sydney, the city she missed so much that she
had to return to it from London, in 1959, but it’s generally a sign of
provincialism, or worse, when her characters start praising the famous view.
“Well, does this beat the Mediterranean hollow or doesn’t it? Leaves Capri for
dead, I’d say,” Felix Shaw avers, in “The Watch Tower.” The view of the harbor
fills Zoe Howard’s room “like a rather too-literal painting of itself.”
London, with the gray gift
of its indifference, must have been a good place to work. In quick succession,
between 1957 and 1960, Harrower published her first three novels, “Down in the
City,” “The Long Prospect,” and “The Catherine Wheel.” (Let it be whispered
here that Harrower’s exquisite stylishness seems not to extend to her titles:
they sound like parodic fabrications, mid-list dozers dreamed up by Nabokov or
Anthony Powell.) Her masterpiece, “The Watch Tower,” took longer to write (it
appeared in 1966), because after Harrower returned to Sydney she started
working for the publisher Macmillan, a job that lasted until 1967, so she had
to write in the evenings and on weekends. Harrower’s five novels have an almost
relentless thematic consistency and a strikingly similar darkness of vision. In
all of them, female characters find themselves imprisoned in coercive
relationships with charismatic bullies; in all but one, the bully is a man (the
exception is “The Long Prospect,” in which the hateful Lilian Hulm holds sway
over her granddaughter, Emily, who has come to live with her after being largely
abandoned by her parents). In the four novels that have to do with relations
between men and women, the women enter apparently freely into those relations
and help to sustain and excuse their own abuse.
Harrower is a vivid
portraitist of anger (usually male), of the ways in which entitlement and
resentment feed off each other. Like Dostoyevsky, she sees that pride is really
humility, because both are born of uncertain reckoning; measurement always cuts
in both directions at once, higher and lower. The chauvinist men in her fiction
are all at social disadvantages to the women they get involved with; that is
part of their anger. Felix Shaw, the bumptious businessman in “The Watch
Tower,” is a brutal abuser of Laura, his young wife, and of Laura’s sister, Clare
(who lives with them). “He seemed to regard drinking himself sodden nightly and
terrorising his compulsory audience as a perfectly natural way to behave.” He’s
a loudmouthed bigot and misogynist, captured in sure, calm, sometimes amusing
strokes—as when Harrower tells us that, at dinner, during the war, “he began
his nightly analysis of the Allies’ blunders.” When the war ends, and his wife
suggests that they go into town to celebrate, he responds, “What’ve I
got to celebrate?” But we also spy Felix on his own, fulminating against “a
lecturer’s cultivated drawl” that he is listening to on the radio: “Who
says? You think so, do you? Bloody mug! Bloody professors!” Lilian, in “The
Long Prospect,” lives in an industrial seaside town and has set up her daughter,
Paula, in Sydney. Lilian is hostile to all forms of difference and
nonconformity, and is described thus: “Until the tea was made, Lilian angrily
set forth her contempt for the city in which Paula lived, and for all that vast
crowd to whom she was unknown, over whom she had no power.”
Harrower is as interested
in the seductions of power as in its coercions. Many of her female characters
seem to fall in love with pity rather than with people. They feel sorry for the
people who oppress them, and the drama of suffering makes them feel at least
alive. Despite her knowledge that Felix taunts her just for “being female,”
Laura feels sure that her husband “had been hurt into this shape and not
created in it.” He needs her, she thinks: “He was her task.” In “The Catherine
Wheel,” Clemency, the Australian student in London, falls in love with a
disastrously belligerent and needy charlatan named Christian Roland, and almost
kills herself in her devotion to him. She feels uncomfortably “connected to
suffering” (she means Christian’s), but thinks that her housemate shouldn’t
waste her time on dull people: “Life should be intense experience.” Zoe Howard
gets sick, too, and while convalescing imagines conversing with a hypnotist
about her misery. “But I’m the guilty party,” she imagines telling him. “I let
it happen. . . . Agreed to be devalued to the point where I’m of
less consequence than anyone in the world. Permanently in the wrong.”
In “Either/Or,” Kierkegaard
talks about the idea that against God we are always in the wrong. He means that
God’s love is always greater than anything we can offer Him, and this, combined
with our sinfulness, means that we are always in error in relation to God. This
is a good thing, Kierkegaard says—we should desire that edifying wrongness.
Harrower’s female characters have something of this Protestant masochism. It
isn’t quite that these women mistake abuse for devotion, though perhaps they
do. It is that they mistake themselves for the people they live with. The pity
they feel is really self-pity, and the suffering they feel “connected to” is
really their own. It is not Felix who has been “hurt into this shape” but Laura
who has been “hurt into this shape” by Felix. Laura is describing herself when
she tries to describe Felix.
The distorted religious
contours of this sacrifice are visible in “The Watch Tower.” Laura, abandoned
by her mother and burdened with looking after her younger sister, is plucked
out of hardship by the much older and nicely well-off Felix. (The marriage
offer itself is a grim utilitarian charade: “What’s the matter?” Felix asks,
when Laura seems to hesitate. “You don’t want to marry anyone else, do you?”
No, Laura replies. “Well okay then,” comes the graceless marital response.) She
feels grateful for being singled out. Reflecting on the fact that Felix gives
her generous birthday presents, she thinks about what she—dependent, as she is,
on his income—can give back to him. Harrower’s prose rises to an anguished
severity:
Of his
free will he had chosen her. The fact held her. Her mind’s core stood in meek
and helpless subjection before the idea of herself as someone singled out. This
was a safe and inviolable fact, not to be bent or broken by any amount of
thought. Therefore no return that was in her power to give could be too great.
It stood to reason. Alas, though! Poor Felix valued beautiful presents, too,
like the ones he gave. And she had only herself, and out of herself she had
somehow to manufacture repayments he would find acceptable.
Harrower has suggested that
she doesn’t identify with feminism, perhaps because she feels that her novels
predate the rise of the contemporary movement. But they contain powerful
elements of feminist critique. Her abusive men, after all, are not just
Australian Gilbert Osmonds (the ghost of Isabel Archer’s sadistic husband is
perpetually hovering somewhere around these works). They are not simply haters
of their wives but haters of women. “The Watch Tower,” though set in the
nineteen-forties, seems very much of and about the nineteen-sixties. It and
“The Long Prospect” have some of the anti-bourgeois animus one finds in Richard
Yates’s “Revolutionary Road” (1961). But Yates is really working to shore up
imperilled (i.e. feminized) American manhood, and produces, as an excavated
by-product of his rage against all domestic limitation, a feminist argument
only in spite of himself, like a hound tossing up soil as it digs. Harrower, in
contrast, works with an uncanny omniscience. You feel she knows exactly what
she is up to. Her staging of misogyny takes place alongside, as if in
analogical relation to, other prejudices and presumptions of the era:
anti-Semitism, racial bigotry, and English condescension. Stephen Quayle
perfectly mixes sexist anxiety and Australian anxiety when he gets Zoe to admit
that even if a first-rate female film director could be found, “with all
respect, it isn’t very likely that she’d rise up here, is it?”
“In Certain Circles,” as
perhaps befits a novel written at the end of the nineteen-sixties, is more
explicit than Harrower’s earlier work about ideological tensions between men
and women. It is also broader in scope and not as angry—wiser and less
hopeless. Where the earlier novels end in despair or horrified stasis (Laura
will continue to live with Felix, despite her unconvincing attempts at escape),
“In Certain Circles” allows those who cannot cohabit to break the bonds of
habit: Stephen and Zoe agree to separate, and the decision seems, within
Harrower’s unforgiving world, an authorial blessing. The book treats questions
of gender openly, because, uniquely in Harrower’s work, intelligent women are
allowed to talk among themselves about such matters. (In “The Watch Tower,”
Laura’s sister Clare fails to get Laura to face the facts about her marriage:
“Nothing is this small. . . . Will you speak the truth?”)
Zoe speaks the truth, and finds that her sister-in-law Lily and Stephen
Quayle’s troubled sister, Anna, want to share this momentous elixir. “We never
understand how little time there is,” Anna says at one point. “This is what you
want to say to people—that there’s no time for lies.” Zoe tells Lily:
What I do
understand is that at any point in a woman’s life she may come across something
like a cement pyramid in the middle of the road. Another person. People. She’s
capable of sitting there, convinced that it would be impossible to forsake her
position, till it becomes a private Thermopylae. This sort of block was
probably designed for the survival of our species, but the cost’s high. What
makes men superior is that they don’t—on the whole—stop functioning
forever because of another person. They lack this built-in handicap, and are
they lucky!
Despite its airlessness,
“In Certain Circles” nevertheless moves outward, linking feminist questions
with the more general problem of wasted human potential. Zoe pursues no career
after her return from Paris. Stephen reveals that he had always wanted to do
scientific research, not work at a printing press with his brother-in-law. His
formidable sister, Anna, is shamefully underemployed. Anna says that offices
are full of heroic dreamers, men who can’t fulfill their potential, characters
without a stage. When Zoe asks her if women are the same, Anna replies, “Women
are still in their early days. There isn’t very much for them to be like
without upsetting preconceptions.” She adds that she knows “heroic types of
both sexes, who were not only in their imaginations worthy of a better fate,
but were really worthy, and really did suffer from great qualities that had no
outlet, and it certainly wasn’t their fault. Unless you can call it a fault to
be born too soon to be caught up in the general affluence, which younger people
think has always been there.”
This is significant,
because, earlier in the book, Anna described a rather conventional male
colleague as someone who “seems to be listening to something that happened a
long time ago, when he would have been more at home.” If the male (and female)
oppressors in Harrower’s earlier work all seem to be listening to something
that happened a long time ago, or are actively trying to hold back the song of
the future, then her later novel seems to hold out the possibility that a new
generation may go out to meet the oncoming present, and that Zoe and Anna
might, as free agents in it, and free analysts of it, even belong to it.
Not that freedom, if this
is what it is, has been easily purchased. Zoe has reached this tentative finale
only by being, as she puts it, a slow learner. And Anna’s will to truth has
pushed her to the edge of suicide—Anna “went to the very door of death to make
change possible,” Zoe reflects. The description of Anna’s near-suicide might
stand as well as any single passage in Harrower’s work for all her qualities as
a novelist: her wounded wisdom, the elegance and strictness and perilous poise
of her sentences, the humane understanding, and ceaseless incisions, of her
intelligence. Anna tells her friends and relatives, who are assembled around
her, how she had always rejected the notion of suicide, and then, one morning,
felt exactly the opposite:
I’ve always been convinced
that if you’re of sound mind you have no real right to—lower the confidence of
the world. Something like that. By deserting it. Letting it be known that you
reject what makes everyone else cling to life. Yet one morning I woke up and my
mind was still sound but suicide had chosen me. And none of my previous
convictions had any weight at all. It had seductive arguments. I argued back as
if only the promise that death was instantly available made it possible—as if my
arguments had to be completed before I could go. I know it sounds confused.
“And in the end?” Zoe asks.
“A new idea occurred to me,” Anna says. “I made a choice. I ate a very stale
piece of apple pie—about the only food I had in the house. When I picked it up,
after having thought the great thought, I saw that I was going to stay
alive.” ♦
James Wood
has been a staff writer and book critic at The New Yorker since 2007.
http://www.newyorker.com/magazine/2014/10/20/time-lies
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