THE
PIT AND THE PENDULUM
By
Edgar Allan Poe
I
WAS sick -- sick unto death with that long agony; and when they at length
unbound me, and I was permitted to sit, I felt that my senses were leaving me.
The sentence -- the dread sentence of death -- was the last of distinct
accentuation which reached my ears. After that, the sound of the inquisitorial
voices seemed merged in one dreamy indeterminate hum. It conveyed to my soul
the idea of revolution -- perhaps from its association in fancy with the burr
of a mill wheel. This only for a brief period; for presently I heard no more.
Yet, for a while, I saw; but with how terrible an exaggeration! I saw the lips
of the black-robed judges. They appeared to me white -- whiter than the sheet
upon which I trace these words -- and thin even to grotesqueness; thin with the
intensity of their expression of firmness -- of immoveable resolution -- of
stern contempt of human torture. I saw that the decrees of what to me was Fate,
were still issuing from those lips. I saw them writhe with a deadly locution. I
saw them fashion the syllables of my name; and I shuddered because no sound
succeeded. I saw, too, for a few moments of delirious horror, the soft and
nearly imperceptible waving of the sable draperies which enwrapped the walls of
the apartment. And then my vision fell upon the seven tall candles upon the
table. At first they wore the aspect of charity, and seemed white and slender
angels who would save me; but then, all at once, there came a most deadly
nausea over my spirit, and I felt every fibre in my frame thrill as if I had
touched the wire of a galvanic battery, while the angel forms became
meaningless spectres, with heads of flame, and I saw that from them there would
be no help. And then there stole into my fancy, like a rich musical note, the
thought of what sweet rest there must be in the grave. The thought came gently
and stealthily, and it seemed long before it attained full appreciation; but
just as my spirit came at length properly to feel and entertain it, the figures
of the judges vanished, as if magically, from before me; the tall candles sank
into nothingness; their flames went out utterly; the blackness of darkness
supervened; all sensations appeared swallowed up in a mad rushing descent as of
the soul into Hades. Then silence, and stillness, night were the universe.
I
had swooned; but still will not say that all of consciousness was lost. What of
it there remained I will not attempt to define, or even to describe; yet all
was not lost. In the deepest slumber -- no! In delirium -- no! In a swoon --
no! In death -- no! even in the grave all is not lost. Else there is no
immortality for man. Arousing from the most profound of slumbers, we break the
gossamer web of some dream. Yet in a second afterward, (so frail may that web
have been) we remember not that we have dreamed. In the return to life from the
swoon there are two stages; first, that of the sense of mental or spiritual;
secondly, that of the sense of physical, existence. It seems probable that if,
upon reaching the second stage, we could recall the impressions of the first,
we should find these impressions eloquent in memories of the gulf beyond. And
that gulf is -- what? How at least shall we distinguish its shadows from those
of the tomb? But if the impressions of what I have termed the first stage, are
not, at will, recalled, yet, after long interval, do they not come unbidden,
while we marvel whence they come? He who has never swooned, is not he who finds
strange palaces and wildly familiar faces in coals that glow; is not he who
beholds floating in mid-air the sad visions that the many may not view; is not
he who ponders over the perfume of some novel flower -- is not he whose brain
grows bewildered with the meaning of some musical cadence which has never
before arrested his attention.
Amid
frequent and thoughtful endeavors to remember; amid earnest struggles to
regather some token of the state of seeming nothingness into which my soul had
lapsed, there have been moments when I have dreamed of success; there have been
brief, very brief periods when I have conjured up remembrances which the lucid
reason of a later epoch assures me could have had reference only to that
condition of seeming unconsciousness. These shadows of memory tell,
indistinctly, of tall figures that lifted and bore me in silence down -- down
-- still down -- till a hideous dizziness oppressed me at the mere idea of the
interminableness of the descent. They tell also of a vague horror at my heart,
on account of that heart's unnatural stillness. Then comes a sense of sudden
motionlessness throughout all things; as if those who bore me (a ghastly
train!) had outrun, in their descent, the limits of the limitless, and paused
from the wearisomeness of their toil. After this I call to mind flatness and
dampness; and then all is madness -- the madness of a memory which busies
itself among forbidden things.
Very
suddenly there came back to my soul motion and sound -- the tumultuous motion
of the heart, and, in my ears, the sound of its beating. Then a pause in which
all is blank. Then again sound, and motion, and touch -- a tingling sensation
pervading my frame. Then the mere consciousness of existence, without thought
-- a condition which lasted long. Then, very suddenly, thought, and shuddering
terror, and earnest endeavor to comprehend my true state. Then a strong desire
to lapse into insensibility. Then a rushing revival of soul and a successful
effort to move. And now a full memory of the trial, of the judges, of the sable
draperies, of the sentence, of the sickness, of the swoon. Then entire
forgetfulness of all that followed; of all that a later day and much
earnestness of endeavor have enabled me vaguely to recall.
So
far, I had not opened my eyes. I felt that I lay upon my back, unbound. I
reached out my hand, and it fell heavily upon something damp and hard. There I
suffered it to remain for many minutes, while I strove to imagine where and
what I could be. I longed, yet dared not to employ my vision. I dreaded the
first glance at objects around me. It was not that I feared to look upon things
horrible, but that I grew aghast lest there should be nothing to see. At
length, with a wild desperation at heart, I quickly unclosed my eyes. My worst
thoughts, then, were confirmed. The blackness of eternal night encompassed me.
I struggled for breath. The intensity of the darkness seemed to oppress and
stifle me. The atmosphere was intolerably close. I still lay quietly, and made
effort to exercise my reason. I brought to mind the inquisitorial proceedings,
and attempted from that point to deduce my real condition. The sentence had
passed; and it appeared to me that a very long interval of time had since
elapsed. Yet not for a moment did I suppose myself actually dead. Such a
supposition, notwithstanding what we read in fiction, is altogether
inconsistent with real existence; -- but where and in what state was I? The
condemned to death, I knew, perished usually at the autos-da-fe, and one of
these had been held on the very night of the day of my trial. Had I been
remanded to my dungeon, to await the next sacrifice, which would not take place
for many months? This I at once saw could not be. Victims had been in immediate
demand. Moreover, my dungeon, as well as all the condemned cells at Toledo, had stone floors,
and light was not altogether excluded.
A
fearful idea now suddenly drove the blood in torrents upon my heart, and for a
brief period, I once more relapsed into insensibility. Upon recovering, I at
once started to my feet, trembling convulsively in every fibre. I thrust my
arms wildly above and around me in all directions. I felt nothing; yet dreaded
to move a step, lest I should be impeded by the walls of a tomb. Perspiration
burst from every pore, and stood in cold big beads upon my forehead. The agony
of suspense grew at length intolerable, and I cautiously moved forward, with my
arms extended, and my eyes straining from their sockets, in the hope of
catching some faint ray of light. I proceeded for many paces; but still all was
blackness and vacancy. I breathed more freely. It seemed evident that mine was
not, at least, the most hideous of fates.
And
now, as I still continued to step cautiously onward, there came thronging upon
my recollection a thousand vague rumors of the horrors of Toledo. Of the dungeons there had been
strange things narrated -- fables I had always deemed them -- but yet strange,
and too ghastly to repeat, save in a whisper. Was I left to perish of
starvation in this subterranean world of darkness; or what fate, perhaps even
more fearful, awaited me? That the result would be death, and a death of more
than customary bitterness, I knew too well the character of my judges to doubt.
The mode and the hour were all that occupied or distracted me.
My
outstretched hands at length encountered some solid obstruction. It was a wall,
seemingly of stone masonry -- very smooth, slimy, and cold. I followed it up;
stepping with all the careful distrust with which certain antique narratives
had inspired me. This process, however, afforded me no means of ascertaining
the dimensions of my dungeon; as I might make its circuit, and return to the
point whence I set out, without being aware of the fact; so perfectly uniform
seemed the wall. I therefore sought the knife which had been in my pocket, when
led into the inquisitorial chamber; but it was gone; my clothes had been
exchanged for a wrapper of coarse serge. I had thought of forcing the blade in
some minute crevice of the masonry, so as to identify my point of departure.
The difficulty, nevertheless, was but trivial; although, in the disorder of my
fancy, it seemed at first insuperable. I tore a part of the hem from the robe
and placed the fragment at full length, and at right angles to the wall. In groping
my way around the prison, I could not fail to encounter this rag upon
completing the circuit. So, at least I thought: but I had not counted upon the
extent of the dungeon, or upon my own weakness. The ground was moist and
slippery. I staggered onward for some time, when I stumbled and fell. My
excessive fatigue induced me to remain prostrate; and sleep soon overtook me as
I lay.
Upon
awaking, and stretching forth an arm, I found beside me a loaf and a pitcher
with water. I was too much exhausted to reflect upon this circumstance, but ate
and drank with avidity. Shortly afterward, I resumed my tour around the prison,
and with much toil came at last upon the fragment of the serge. Up to the
period when I fell I had counted fifty-two paces, and upon resuming my walk, I
had counted forty-eight more; -- when I arrived at the rag. There were in all,
then, a hundred paces; and, admitting two paces to the yard, I presumed the
dungeon to be fifty yards in circuit. I had met, however, with many angles in
the wall, and thus I could form no guess at the shape of the vault; for vault I
could not help supposing it to be.
I
had little object -- certainly no hope these researches; but a vague curiosity
prompted me to continue them. Quitting the wall, I resolved to cross the area
of the enclosure. At first I proceeded with extreme caution, for the floor,
although seemingly of solid material, was treacherous with slime. At length,
however, I took courage, and did not hesitate to step firmly; endeavoring to
cross in as direct a line as possible. I had advanced some ten or twelve paces
in this manner, when the remnant of the torn hem of my robe became entangled
between my legs. I stepped on it, and fell violently on my face.
In
the confusion attending my fall, I did not immediately apprehend a somewhat
startling circumstance, which yet, in a few seconds afterward, and while I
still lay prostrate, arrested my attention. It was this -- my chin rested upon
the floor of the prison, but my lips and the upper portion of my head, although
seemingly at a less elevation than the chin, touched nothing. At the same time
my forehead seemed bathed in a clammy vapor, and the peculiar smell of decayed
fungus arose to my nostrils. I put forward my arm, and shuddered to find that I
had fallen at the very brink of a circular pit, whose extent, of course, I had
no means of ascertaining at the moment. Groping about the masonry just below
the margin, I succeeded in dislodging a small fragment, and let it fall into
the abyss. For many seconds I hearkened to its reverberations as it dashed
against the sides of the chasm in its descent; at length there was a sullen
plunge into water, succeeded by loud echoes. At the same moment there came a
sound resembling the quick opening, and as rapid closing of a door overhead,
while a faint gleam of light flashed suddenly through the gloom, and as
suddenly faded away.
I
saw clearly the doom which had been prepared for me, and congratulated myself
upon the timely accident by which I had escaped. Another step before my fall,
and the world had seen me no more. And the death just avoided, was of that very
character which I had regarded as fabulous and frivolous in the tales
respecting the Inquisition. To the victims of its tyranny, there was the choice
of death with its direst physical agonies, or death with its most hideous moral
horrors. I had been reserved for the latter. By long suffering my nerves had
been unstrung, until I trembled at the sound of my own voice, and had become in
every respect a fitting subject for the species of torture which awaited me.
Shaking
in every limb, I groped my way back to the wall; resolving there to perish
rather than risk the terrors of the wells, of which my imagination now pictured
many in various positions about the dungeon. In other conditions of mind I
might have had courage to end my misery at once by a plunge into one of these
abysses; but now I was the veriest of cowards. Neither could I forget what I
had read of these pits -- that the sudden extinction of life formed no part of their
most horrible plan.
Agitation
of spirit kept me awake for many long hours; but at length I again slumbered.
Upon arousing, I found by my side, as before, a loaf and a pitcher of water. A
burning thirst consumed me, and I emptied the vessel at a draught. It must have
been drugged; for scarcely had I drunk, before I became irresistibly drowsy. A
deep sleep fell upon me -- a sleep like that of death. How long it lasted of
course, I know not; but when, once again, I unclosed my eyes, the objects
around me were visible. By a wild sulphurous lustre, the origin of which I
could not at first determine, I was enabled to see the extent and aspect of the
prison.
In
its size I had been greatly mistaken. The whole circuit of its walls did not
exceed twenty-five yards. For some minutes this fact occasioned me a world of
vain trouble; vain indeed! for what could be of less importance, under the
terrible circumstances which environed me, then the mere dimensions of my
dungeon? But my soul took a wild interest in trifles, and I busied myself in
endeavors to account for the error I had committed in my measurement. The truth
at length flashed upon me. In my first attempt at exploration I had counted
fifty-two paces, up to the period when I fell; I must then have been within a
pace or two of the fragment of serge; in fact, I had nearly performed the
circuit of the vault. I then slept, and upon awaking, I must have returned upon
my steps -- thus supposing the circuit nearly double what it actually was. My
confusion of mind prevented me from observing that I began my tour with the
wall to the left, and ended it with the wall to the right.
I
had been deceived, too, in respect to the shape of the enclosure. In feeling my
way I had found many angles, and thus deduced an idea of great irregularity; so
potent is the effect of total darkness upon one arousing from lethargy or
sleep! The angles were simply those of a few slight depressions, or niches, at
odd intervals. The general shape of the prison was square. What I had taken for
masonry seemed now to be iron, or some other metal, in huge plates, whose
sutures or joints occasioned the depression. The entire surface of this
metallic enclosure was rudely daubed in all the hideous and repulsive devices
to which the charnel superstition of the monks has given rise. The figures of
fiends in aspects of menace, with skeleton forms, and other more really fearful
images, overspread and disfigured the walls. I observed that the outlines of
these monstrosities were sufficiently distinct, but that the colors seemed
faded and blurred, as if from the effects of a damp atmosphere. I now noticed
the floor, too, which was of stone. In the centre yawned the circular pit from
whose jaws I had escaped; but it was the only one in the dungeon.
All
this I saw indistinctly and by much effort: for my personal condition had been
greatly changed during slumber. I now lay upon my back, and at full length, on
a species of low framework of wood. To this I was securely bound by a long
strap resembling a surcingle. It passed in many convolutions about my limbs and
body, leaving at liberty only my head, and my left arm to such extent that I
could, by dint of much exertion, supply myself with food from an earthen dish
which lay by my side on the floor. I saw, to my horror, that the pitcher had
been removed. I say to my horror; for I was consumed with intolerable thirst.
This thirst it appeared to be the design of my persecutors to stimulate: for
the food in the dish was meat pungently seasoned.
Looking
upward, I surveyed the ceiling of my prison. It was some thirty or forty feet
overhead, and constructed much as the side walls. In one of its panels a very
singular figure riveted my whole attention. It was the painted figure of Time
as he is commonly represented, save that, in lieu of a scythe, he held what, at
a casual glance, I supposed to be the pictured image of a huge pendulum such as
we see on antique clocks. There was something, however, in the appearance of
this machine which caused me to regard it more attentively. While I gazed
directly upward at it (for its position was immediately over my own) I fancied
that I saw it in motion. In an instant afterward the fancy was confirmed. Its
sweep was brief, and of course slow. I watched it for some minutes, somewhat in
fear, but more in wonder. Wearied at length with observing its dull movement, I
turned my eyes upon the other objects in the cell.
A
slight noise attracted my notice, and, looking to the floor, I saw several
enormous rats traversing it. They had issued from the well, which lay just
within view to my right. Even then, while I gazed, they came up in troops,
hurriedly, with ravenous eyes, allured by the scent of the meat. From this it
required much effort and attention to scare them away.
It
might have been half an hour, perhaps even an hour, (for in cast my I could
take but imperfect note of time) before I again cast my eyes upward. What I
then saw confounded and amazed me. The sweep of the pendulum had increased in
extent by nearly a yard. As a natural consequence, its velocity was also much
greater. But what mainly disturbed me was the idea that had perceptibly
descended. I now observed -- with what horror it is needless to say -- that its
nether extremity was formed of a crescent of glittering steel, about a foot in
length from horn to horn; the horns upward, and the under edge evidently as
keen as that of a razor. Like a razor also, it seemed massy and heavy, tapering
from the edge into a solid and broad structure above. It was appended to a
weighty rod of brass, and the whole hissed as it swung through the air.
I
could no longer doubt the doom prepared for me by monkish ingenuity in torture.
My cognizance of the pit had become known to the inquisitorial agents -- the
pit whose horrors had been destined for so bold a recusant as myself -- the
pit, typical of hell, and regarded by rumor as the Ultima Thule of all their
punishments. The plunge into this pit I had avoided by the merest of accidents,
I knew that surprise, or entrapment into torment, formed an important portion
of all the grotesquerie of these dungeon deaths. Having failed to fall, it was
no part of the demon plan to hurl me into the abyss; and thus (there being no
alternative) a different and a milder destruction awaited me. Milder! I half
smiled in my agony as I thought of such application of such a term.
What
boots it to tell of the long, long hours of horror more than mortal, during
which I counted the rushing vibrations of the steel! Inch by inch -- line by
line -- with a descent only appreciable at intervals that seemed ages -- down
and still down it came! Days passed -- it might have been that many days passed
-- ere it swept so closely over me as to fan me with its acrid breath. The odor
of the sharp steel forced itself into my nostrils. I prayed -- I wearied heaven
with my prayer for its more speedy descent. I grew frantically mad, and
struggled to force myself upward against the sweep of the fearful scimitar. And
then I fell suddenly calm, and lay smiling at the glittering death, as a child
at some rare bauble.
There
was another interval of utter insensibility; it was brief; for, upon again
lapsing into life there had been no perceptible descent in the pendulum. But it
might have been long; for I knew there were demons who took note of my swoon,
and who could have arrested the vibration at pleasure. Upon my recovery, too, I
felt very -- oh, inexpressibly sick and weak, as if through long inanition.
Even amid the agonies of that period, the human nature craved food. With
painful effort I outstretched my left arm as far as my bonds permitted, and
took possession of the small remnant which had been spared me by the rats. As I
put a portion of it within my lips, there rushed to my mind a half formed
thought of joy -- of hope. Yet what business had I with hope? It was, as I say,
a half formed thought -- man has many such which are never completed. I felt
that it was of joy -- of hope; but felt also that it had perished in its
formation. In vain I struggled to perfect -- to regain it. Long suffering had
nearly annihilated all my ordinary powers of mind. I was an imbecile -- an
idiot.
The
vibration of the pendulum was at right angles to my length. I saw that the
crescent was designed to cross the region of the heart. It would fray the serge
of my robe -- it would return and repeat its operations -- again -- and again.
Notwithstanding terrifically wide sweep (some thirty feet or more) and the its
hissing vigor of its descent, sufficient to sunder these very walls of iron,
still the fraying of my robe would be all that, for several minutes, it would
accomplish. And at this thought I paused. I dared not go farther than this
reflection. I dwelt upon it with a pertinacity of attention -- as if, in so
dwelling, I could arrest here the descent of the steel. I forced myself to
ponder upon the sound of the crescent as it should pass across the garment --
upon the peculiar thrilling sensation which the friction of cloth produces on
the nerves. I pondered upon all this frivolity until my teeth were on edge.
Down
-- steadily down it crept. I took a frenzied pleasure in contrasting its
downward with its lateral velocity. To the right -- to the left -- far and wide
-- with the shriek of a damned spirit; to my heart with the stealthy pace of
the tiger! I alternately laughed and howled as the one or the other idea grew
predominant.
Down
-- certainly, relentlessly down! It vibrated within three inches of my bosom! I
struggled violently, furiously, to free my left arm. This was free only from
the elbow to the hand. I could reach the latter, from the platter beside me, to
my mouth, with great effort, but no farther. Could I have broken the fastenings
above the elbow, I would have seized and attempted to arrest the pendulum. I
might as well have attempted to arrest an avalanche!
Down
-- still unceasingly -- still inevitably down! I gasped and struggled at each
vibration. I shrunk convulsively at its every sweep. My eyes followed its
outward or upward whirls with the eagerness of the most unmeaning despair; they
closed themselves spasmodically at the descent, although death would have been
a relief, oh! how unspeakable! Still I quivered in every nerve to think how
slight a sinking of the machinery would precipitate that keen, glistening axe
upon my bosom. It was hope that prompted the nerve to quiver -- the frame to
shrink. It was hope -- the hope that triumphs on the rack -- that whispers to
the death-condemned even in the dungeons of the Inquisition.
I
saw that some ten or twelve vibrations would bring the steel in actual contact
with my robe, and with this observation there suddenly came over my spirit all
the keen, collected calmness of despair. For the first time during many hours
-- or perhaps days -- I thought. It now occurred to me that the bandage, or
surcingle, which enveloped me, was unique. I was tied by no separate cord. The
first stroke of the razorlike crescent athwart any portion of the band, would
so detach it that it might be unwound from my person by means of my left hand.
But how fearful, in that case, the proximity of the steel! The result of the
slightest struggle how deadly! Was it likely, moreover, that the minions of the
torturer had not foreseen and provided for this possibility! Was it probable
that the bandage crossed my bosom in the track of the pendulum? Dreading to
find my faint, and, as it seemed, in last hope frustrated, I so far elevated my
head as to obtain a distinct view of my breast. The surcingle enveloped my
limbs and body close in all directions -- save in the path of the destroying
crescent.
Scarcely
had I dropped my head back into its original position, when there flashed upon
my mind what I cannot better describe than as the unformed half of that idea of
deliverance to which I have previously alluded, and of which a moiety only
floated indeterminately through my brain when I raised food to my burning lips.
The whole thought was now present -- feeble, scarcely sane, scarcely definite,
-- but still entire. I proceeded at once, with the nervous energy of despair,
to attempt its execution.
For
many hours the immediate vicinity of the low framework upon which I lay, had
been literally swarming with rats. They were wild, bold, ravenous; their red
eyes glaring upon me as if they waited but for motionlessness on my part to
make me their prey. "To what food," I thought, "have they been
accustomed in the well?"
They
had devoured, in spite of all my efforts to prevent them, all but a small
remnant of the contents of the dish. I had fallen into an habitual see-saw, or
wave of the hand about the platter: and, at length, the unconscious uniformity
of the movement deprived it of effect. In their voracity the vermin frequently
fastened their sharp fangs in my fingers. With the particles of the oily and
spicy viand which now remained, I thoroughly rubbed the bandage wherever I
could reach it; then, raising my hand from the floor, I lay breathlessly still.
At
first the ravenous animals were startled and terrified at the change -- at the
cessation of movement. They shrank alarmedly back; many sought the well. But
this was only for a moment. I had not counted in vain upon their voracity.
Observing that I remained without motion, one or two of the boldest leaped upon
the frame-work, and smelt at the surcingle. This seemed the signal for a
general rush. Forth from the well they hurried in fresh troops. They clung to
the wood -- they overran it, and leaped in hundreds upon my person. The
measured movement of the pendulum disturbed them not at all. Avoiding its
strokes they busied themselves with the anointed bandage. They pressed -- they
swarmed upon me in ever accumulating heaps. They writhed upon my throat; their
cold lips sought my own; I was half stifled by their thronging pressure;
disgust, for which the world has no name, swelled my bosom, and chilled, with a
heavy clamminess, my heart. Yet one minute, and I felt that the struggle would
be over. Plainly I perceived the loosening of the bandage. I knew that in more
than one place it must be already severed. With a more than human resolution I
lay still.
Nor
had I erred in my calculations -- nor had I endured in vain. I at length felt
that I was free. The surcingle hung in ribands from my body. But the stroke of
the pendulum already pressed upon my bosom. It had divided the serge of the
robe. It had cut through the linen beneath. Twice again it swung, and a sharp
sense of pain shot through every nerve. But the moment of escape had arrived.
At a wave of my hand my deliverers hurried tumultuously away. With a steady
movement -- cautious, sidelong, shrinking, and slow -- I slid from the embrace
of the bandage and beyond the reach of the scimitar. For the moment, at least,
I was free.
Free!
-- and in the grasp of the Inquisition! I had scarcely stepped from my wooden
bed of horror upon the stone floor of the prison, when the motion of the
hellish machine ceased and I beheld it drawn up, by some invisible force,
through the ceiling. This was a lesson which I took desperately to heart. My
every motion was undoubtedly watched. Free! -- I had but escaped death in one
form of agony, to be delivered unto worse than death in some other. With that
thought I rolled my eves nervously around on the barriers of iron that hemmed
me in. Something unusual -- some change which, at first, I could not appreciate
distinctly -- it was obvious, had taken place in the apartment. For many
minutes of a dreamy and trembling abstraction, I busied myself in vain,
unconnected conjecture. During this period, I became aware, for the first time,
of the origin of the sulphurous light which illumined the cell. It proceeded
from a fissure, about half an inch in width, extending entirely around the
prison at the base of the walls, which thus appeared, and were, completely
separated from the floor. I endeavored, but of course in vain, to look through
the aperture.
As
I arose from the attempt, the mystery of the alteration in the chamber broke at
once upon my understanding. I have observed that, although the outlines of the
figures upon the walls were sufficiently distinct, yet the colors seemed
blurred and indefinite. These colors had now assumed, and were momentarily
assuming, a startling and most intense brilliancy, that gave to the spectral
and fiendish portraitures an aspect that might have thrilled even firmer nerves
than my own. Demon eyes, of a wild and ghastly vivacity, glared upon me in a
thousand directions, where none had been visible before, and gleamed with the
lurid lustre of a fire that I could not force my imagination to regard as
unreal.
Unreal!
-- Even while I breathed there came to my nostrils the breath of the vapour of
heated iron! A suffocating odour pervaded the prison! A deeper glow settled
each moment in the eyes that glared at my agonies! A richer tint of crimson
diffused itself over the pictured horrors of blood. I panted! I gasped for
breath! There could be no doubt of the design of my tormentors -- oh! most
unrelenting! oh! most demoniac of men! I shrank from the glowing metal to the
centre of the cell. Amid the thought of the fiery destruction that impended,
the idea of the coolness of the well came over my soul like balm. I rushed to
its deadly brink. I threw my straining vision below. The glare from the
enkindled roof illumined its inmost recesses. Yet, for a wild moment, did my
spirit refuse to comprehend the meaning of what I saw. At length it forced --
it wrestled its way into my soul -- it burned itself in upon my shuddering
reason. -- Oh! for a voice to speak! -- oh! horror! -- oh! any horror but this!
With a shriek, I rushed from the margin, and buried my face in my hands --
weeping bitterly.
The
heat rapidly increased, and once again I looked up, shuddering as with a fit of
the ague. There had been a second change in the cell -- and now the change was
obviously in the form. As before, it was in vain that I, at first, endeavoured
to appreciate or understand what was taking place. But not long was I left in
doubt. The Inquisitorial vengeance had been hurried by my two-fold escape, and
there was to be no more dallying with the King of Terrors. The room had been
square. I saw that two of its iron angles were now acute -- two, consequently,
obtuse. The fearful difference quickly increased with a low rumbling or moaning
sound. In an instant the apartment had shifted its form into that of a lozenge.
But the alteration stopped not here-I neither hoped nor desired it to stop. I
could have clasped the red walls to my bosom as a garment of eternal peace.
"Death," I said, "any death but that of the pit!" Fool!
might I have not known that into the pit it was the object of the burning iron to
urge me? Could I resist its glow? or, if even that, could I withstand its
pressure And now, flatter and flatter grew the lozenge, with a rapidity that
left me no time for contemplation. Its centre, and of course, its greatest
width, came just over the yawning gulf. I shrank back -- but the closing walls
pressed me resistlessly onward. At length for my seared and writhing body there
was no longer an inch of foothold on the firm floor of the prison. I struggled
no more, but the agony of my soul found vent in one loud, long, and final
scream of despair. I felt that I tottered upon the brink -- I averted my eyes
--
There
was a discordant hum of human voices! There was a loud blast as of many
trumpets! There was a harsh grating as of a thousand thunders! The fiery walls
rushed back! An outstretched arm caught my own as I fell, fainting, into the
abyss. It was that of General Lasalle. The French army had entered Toledo. The Inquisition
was in the hands of its enemies.
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