Flavia and Her Artists
Willa Cather
Willa Cather
Flavia, always noticeably restless at dinner, was somewhat apathetic
toward the advocate of peptonized chocolate and was plainly concerned about the
sudden departure of M. Roux, who had announced that it would be necessary for
him to leave tomorrow. M. Emile Roux, who sat at Flavia's right, was a man in
middle life and quite bald, clearly without personal vanity, though his
publishers preferred to circulate only those of his portraits taken in his
ambrosial youth. Imogen was considerably shocked at his unlikeness to the
slender, black-stocked Rolla he had looked at twenty. He had declined into the
florid, settled heaviness of indifference and approaching age. There was,
however, a certain look of durability and solidity about him; the look of a man
who has earned the right to be fat and bald, and even silent at dinner if he
chooses.
Throughout the discussion between Wellington and Will Maidenwood, though
they invited his participation, he remained silent, betraying no sign either of
interest or contempt. Since his arrival he had directed most of his
conversation to Hamilton, who had never read one of his twelve great novels.
This perplexed and troubled Flavia. On the night of his arrival Jules Martel
had enthusiastically declared, "There are schools and schools, manners and
manners; but Roux is Roux, and Paris sets its watches by his clock."
Flavia bad already repeated this remark to Imogen. It haunted her, and each
time she quoted it she was impressed anew.
Flavia shifted the conversation uneasily, evidently exasperated and
excited by her repeated failures to draw the novelist out. "Monsieur
Roux," she began abruptly, with her most animated smile, "I remember
so well a statement I read some years ago in your 'Mes Etudes des Femmes' to
the effect that you had never met a really intellectual woman. May I ask,
without being impertinent, whether that assertion still represents your
experience?"
"I meant, madam," said the novelist conservatively,
"intellectual in a sense very special, as we say of men in whom the purely
intellectual functions seem almost independent."
"And you still think a woman so constituted a mythical
personage?" persisted Flavia, nodding her head encouragingly.
"Une Meduse, madam, who, if she were discovered, would
transmute us all into stone," said the novelist, bowing gravely. "If
she existed at all," he added deliberately, "it was my business to
find her, and she has cost me many a vain pilgrimage. Like Rudel of Tripoli, I
have crossed seas and penetrated deserts to seek her out. I have, indeed,
encountered women of learning whose industry I have been compelled to respect;
many who have possessed beauty and charm and perplexing cleverness; a few with
remarkable information and a sort of fatal facility."
"And Mrs. Browning, George Eliot, and your own Mme. Dudevant?"
queried Flavia with that fervid enthusiasm with which she could, on occasion,
utter things simply incomprehensible for their banality--at her feats of this
sort Miss Broadwood was wont to sit breathless with admiration.
"Madam, while the intellect was undeniably present in the
performances of those women, it was only the stick of the rocket. Although this
woman has eluded me I have studied her conditions and perturbances as
astronomers conjecture the orbits of planets they have never seen. if she
exists, she is probably neither an artist nor a woman with a mission, but an
obscure personage, with imperative intellectual needs, who absorbs rather than
produces."
Flavia, still nodding nervously, fixed a strained glance of interrogation
upon M. Roux. "Then you think she would be a woman whose first necessity
would be to know, whose instincts would be satisfied only with the best, who
could draw from others; appreciative, merely?"
The novelist lifted his dull eyes to his interlocutress with an
untranslatable smile and a slight inclination of his shoulders. "Exactly
so; you are really remarkable, madam," he added, in a tone of cold
astonishment.
After dinner the guests took their coffee in the music room, where
Schemetzkin sat down at the piano to drum ragtime, and give his celebrated
imitation of the boardingschool girl's execution of Chopin. He flatly refused
to play anything more serious, and would practice only in the morning, when he
had the music room to himself. Hamilton and M. Roux repaired to the smoking
room to discuss the necessity of extending the tax on manufactured articles in
France--one of those conversations which particularly exasperated Flavia.
After Schemetzkin had grimaced and tortured the keyboard with malicious vulgarities
for half an hour, Signor Donati, to put an end to his torture, consented to
sing, and Flavia and Imogen went to fetch Arthur to play his accompaniments.
Hamilton rose with an annoyed look and placed his cigarette on the mantel.
"Why yes, Flavia, I'll accompany him, provided he sings something with a
melody, Italian arias or ballads, and provided the recital is not
interminable."
"You will join us, M. Roux?"
"Thank you, but I have some letters to write," replied the
novelist, bowing.
As Flavia had remarked to Imogen, "Arthur really played
accompaniments remarkably well." To hear him recalled vividly the days of
her childhood, when he always used to spend his business vacations at her
mother's home in Maine. He had possessed for her that almost hypnotic influence
which young men sometimes exert upon little girls. It was a sort of phantom
love affair, subjective and fanciful, a precocity of instinct, like that tender
and maternal concern which some little girls feel for their dolls. Yet this
childish infatuation is capable of all the depressions and exaltations of love
itself, it has its bitter jealousies, cruel disappointments, its exacting
caprices.
Summer after summer she had awaited his coming and wept at his
departure, indifferent to the gayer young men who had called her their
sweetheart and laughed at everything she said. Although Hamilton never said so,
she had been always quite sure that he was fond of her. When he pulled her up
the river to hunt for fairy knolls shut about by low, hanging willows, he was
often silent for an hour at a time, yet she never felt he was bored or was
neglecting her. He would lie in the sand smoking, his eyes half-closed,
watching her play, and she was always conscious that she was entertaining him.
Sometimes he would take a copy of "Alice in Wonderland" in his
pocket, and no one could read it as he could, laughing at her with his dark
eyes, when anything amused him. No one else could laugh so, with just their
eyes, and without moving a muscle of their face. Though he usually smiled at
passages that seemed not at all funny to the child, she always laughed
gleefully, because he was so seldom moved to mirth that any such demonstration
delighted her and she took the credit of it entirely to herself Her own
inclination had been for serious stories, with sad endings, like the Little
Mermaid, which he had once told her in an unguarded moment when she had a cold,
and was put to bed early on her birthday night and cried because she could not
have her party. But he highly disapproved of this preference, and had called it
a morbid taste, and always shook his finger at her when she asked for the
story. When she had been particularly good, or particularly neglected by other
people, then he would sometimes melt and tell her the story, and never laugh at
her if she enjoyed the "sad ending" even to tears. When Flavia had
taken him away and he came no more, she wept inconsolably for the space of two
weeks, and refused to learn her lessons. Then she found the story of the Little
Mermaid herself, and forgot him.
Imogen had discovered at dinner that he could still smile at one
secretly, out of his eyes, and that he had the old manner of outwardly seeming
bored, but letting you know that he was not. She was intensely curious about
his exact state of feeling toward his wife, and more curious still to catch a
sense of his final adjustment to the conditions of life in general. This, she
could not help feeling, she might get again--if she could have him alone for an
hour, in some place where there was a little river and a sandy cove bordered by
drooping willows, and a blue sky seen through white sycamore boughs.
That evening, before retiring, Flavia entered her husband's room, where
be sat in his smoking jacket, in one of his favorite low chairs.
"I suppose it's a grave responsibility to bring an ardent, serious
young thing like Imogen here among all these fascinating personages," she
remarked reflectively. "But, after all, one can never tell. These grave,
silent girls have their own charm, even for facile people."
"Oh, so that is your plan?" queried her husband dryly. "I
was wondering why you got her up here. She doesn't seem to mix well with the
faciles. At least, so it struck me."
Flavia paid no heed to this jeering remark, but repeated, "No, after
all, it may not be a bad thing."
"Then do consign her to that shaken reed, the tenor," said her
husband yawning. "I remember she used to have a taste for the
pathetic."
"And then," remarked Flavia coquettishly, "after all, I
owe her mother a return in kind. She was not afraid to trifle with
destiny."
But Hamilton was asleep in his chair.
Next morning Imogen found only Miss Broadwood in the breakfast room.
"Good morning, my dear girl, whatever are you doing up so early?
They never breakfast before eleven. Most of them take their coffee in their
room. Take this place by me."
Miss Broadwood looked particularly fresh and encouraging in her blue
serge walking skirt, her open jacket displaying an expanse of stiff, white
shirt bosom, dotted with some almost imperceptible figure, and a dark
blue-and-white necktie, neatly knotted under her wide, rolling collar. She wore
a white rosebud in the lapel of her coat, and decidedly she seemed more than
ever like a nice, clean boy on his holiday. Imogen was just hoping that they
would breakfast alone when Miss Broadwood exclaimed, "Ah, there comes
Arthur with the children. That's the reward of early rising in this house; you
never get to see the youngsters at any other time."
Hamilton entered, followed by two dark, handsome little boys. The girl,
who was very tiny, blonde like her mother, and exceedingly frail, he carried in
his arms. The boys came up and said good morning with an ease and cheerfulness
uncommon, even in well-bred children, but the little girl hid her face on her
father's shoulder.
"She's a shy little lady," he explained as he put her gently
down in her chair. "I'm afraid she's like her father; she can't seem to
get used to meeting people. And you, Miss Willard, did you dream of the White
Rabbit or the Little Mermaid?"
"Oh, I dreamed of them all! All the personages of that buried
civilization," cried Imogen, delighted that his estranged manner of the
night before had entirely vanished and feeling that, somehow, the old
confidential relations had been restored during the night.
"Come, William," said Miss Broadwood, turning to the younger
of the two boys, "and what did you dream about?"
"We dreamed," said William gravely--he was the more assertive
of the two and always spoke for both--"we dreamed that there were fireworks
hidden in the basement of the carriage house; lots and lots of fireworks."
His elder brother looked up at him with apprehensive astonishment, while
Miss Broadwood hastily put her napkin to her lips and Hamilton dropped his
eyes. "If little boys dream things, they are so apt not to come
true," he reflected sadly. This shook even the redoubtable William, and he
glanced nervously at his brother. "But do things vanish just because they
have been dreamed?" he objected.
"Generally that is the very best reason for their vanishing,"
said Arthur gravely.
"But, Father, people can't help what they dream," remonstrated
Edward gently.
"Oh, come! You're making these children talk like a Maeterlinck
dialogue," laughed Miss Broadwood.
Flavia presently entered, a book in her hand, and bade them all good
morning. "Come, little people, which story shall it be this morning?"
she asked winningly. Greatly excited, the children followed her into the
garden. "She does then, sometimes," murmured Imogen as they left the
breakfast room.
"Oh, yes, to be sure," said Miss Broadwood cheerfully.
"She reads a story to them every morning in the most picturesque part of
the garden. The mother of the Gracchi, you know. She does so long, she says,
for the time when they will be intellectual companions for her. What do you say
to a walk over the hills?"
As they left the house they met Frau Lichtenfeld and the bushy Herr
Schotte--the professor cut an astonishing figure in golf stockings--returning
from a walk and engaged in an animated conversation on the tendencies of German
fiction.
"Aren't they the most attractive little children," exclaimed
Imogen as they wound down the road toward the river.
"Yes, and you must not fail to tell Flavia that you think so. She
will look at you in a sort of startled way and say, 'Yes, aren't they?' and
maybe she will go off and hunt them up and have tea with them, to fully
appreciate them. She is awfully afraid of missing anything good, is Flavia. The
way those youngsters manage to conceal their guilty presence in the House of
Song is a wonder."
"But don't any of the artist-folk fancy children?" asked
Imogen.
"Yes, they just fancy them and no more. The chemist remarked the
other day that children are like certain salts which need not be actualized
because the formulae are quite sufficient for practical purposes. I don't see
how even Flavia can endure to have that man about."
"I have always been rather curious to know what Arthur thinks of it
all," remarked Imogen cautiously.
"Thinks of it!" ejaculated Miss Broadwood. "Why, my dear,
what would any man think of having his house turned into an hotel, habited by
freaks who discharge his servants, borrow his money, and insult his neighbors?
This place is shunned like a lazaretto!"
Well, then, why does he--why does he--" persisted Imogen.
"Bah!" interrupted Miss Broadwood impatiently, "why did
he in the first place? That's the question."
"Marry her, you mean?" said Imogen coloring.
"Exactly so," said Miss Broadwood sharply, as she snapped the
lid of her matchbox.
"I suppose that is a question rather beyond us, and certainly one
which we cannot discuss," said Imogen. "But his toleration on this
one point puzzles me, quite apart from other complications."
"Toleration? Why this point, as you call it, simply is Flavia. Who
could conceive of her without it? I don't know where it's all going to end, I'm
sure, and I'm equally sure that, if it were not for Arthur, I shouldn't
care," declared Miss Broadwood, drawing her shoulders together.
"But will it end at all, now?"
"Such an absurd state of things can't go on indefinitely. A man
isn't going to see his wife make a guy of herself forever, is he? Chaos has
already begun in the servants' quarters. There are six different languages
spoken there now. You see, it's all on an entirely false basis. Flavia hasn't
the slightest notion of what these people are really like, their good and their
bad alike escape her. They, on the other hand, can't imagine what she is
driving at. Now, Arthur is worse off than either faction; he is not in the fairy
story in that he sees these people exactly as they are, but he is
utterly unable to see Flavia as they see her. There you have the situation. Why
can't he see her as we do? My dear, that has kept me awake o' nights. This man
who has thought so much and lived so much, who is naturally a critic, really
takes Flavia at very nearly her own estimate. But now I am entering upon a
wilderness. From a brief acquaintance with her you can know nothing of the icy
fastnesses of Flavia's self- esteem. It's like St. Peter's; you can't realize
its magnitude at once. You have to grow into a sense of it by living under its
shadow. It has perplexed even Emile Roux, that merciless dissector of egoism.
She has puzzled him the more because be saw at a glance what some of them do
not perceive at once, and what will be mercifully concealed from Arthur until
the trump sounds; namely, that all Flavia's artists have done or ever will do
means exactly as much to her as a symphony means to an oyster; that there is no
bridge by which the significance of any work of art could be conveyed to
her."
"Then, in the name of goodness, why does she bother?" gasped
Imogen. "She is pretty, wealthy, well-established; why should she
bother?"
"That's what M. Roux has kept asking himself. I can't pretend to
analyze it. She reads papers on the Literary Landmarks of Paris, the Loves of
the Poets, and that sort of thing, to clubs out in Chicago. To Flavia it is
more necessary to be called clever than to breathe. I would give a good deal to
know that glum Frenchman's diagnosis. He has been watching her out of those
fishy eyes of his as a biologist watches a hemisphereless frog."
For several days after M. Roux's departure Flavia gave an embarrassing
share of her attention to Imogen. Embarrassing, because Imogen had the feeling
of being energetically and futilely explored, she knew not for what. She felt
herself under the globe of an air pump, expected to yield up something. When
she confined the conversation to matters of general interest Flavia conveyed to
her with some pique that her one endeavor in life had been to fit herself to
converse with her friends upon those things which vitally interested them.
"One has no right to accept their best from people unless one gives, isn't
it so? I want to be able to give--!" she declared vaguely. Yet whenever
Imogen strove to pay her tithes and plunged bravely into her plans for study
next winter, Flavia grew absent-minded and interrupted her by amazing
generalizations or by such embarrassing questions as, "And these grim
studies really have charm for you; you are quite buried in them; they make
other things seem light and ephemeral?"
"I rather feel as though I had got in here under false
pretenses," Imogen confided to Miss Broadwood. "I'm sure I don't know
what it is that she wants of me."
"Ah," chuckled Jemima, "you are not equal to these heart
to heart talks with Flavia. You utterly fail to communicate to her the
atmosphere of that untroubled joy in which you dwell. You must remember that
she gets no feeling out of things herself, and she demands that you impart
yours to her by some process of psychic transmission. I once met a blind girl,
blind from birth, who could discuss the peculiarities of the Barbizon school
with just Flavia's glibness and enthusiasm. Ordinarily Flavia knows how to get
what she wants from people, and her memory is wonderful. One evening I heard
her giving Frau Lichtenfeld some random impressions about Hedda Gabler which
she extracted from me five years ago; giving them with an impassioned conviction
of which I was never guilty. But I have known other people who could
appropriate your stories and opinions; Flavia is infinitely more subtle than
that; she can soak up the very thrash and drift of your daydreams, and take the
very thrills off your back, as it were."
After some days of unsuccessful effort, Flavia withdrew herself, and
Imogen found Hamilton ready to catch her when she was tossed afield. He seemed
only to have been awaiting this crisis, and at once their old intimacy
reestablished itself as a thing inevitable and beautifully prepared for. She
convinced herself that she had not been mistaken in him, despite all the doubts
that had come up in later years, and this renewal of faith set more than one
question thumping in her brain. "How did he, how can he?" she kept
repeating with a tinge of her childish resentment, "what right had he to
waste anything so fine?"
When Imogen and Arthur were returning from a walk before luncheon one
morning about a week after M. Roux's departure, they noticed an absorbed group
before one of the hall windows. Herr Schotte and Restzhoff sat on the window
seat with a newspaper between them, while Wellington, Schemetzkin, and Will
Maidenwood looked over their shoulders. They seemed intensely interested, Herr
Schotte occasionally pounding his knees with his fists in ebullitions of
barbaric glee. When imogen entered the hall, however, the men were all
sauntering toward the breakfast room and the paper was lying innocently on the
divan. During luncheon the personnel of that window group were unwontedly
animated and agreeable all save Schemetzkin, whose stare was blanker than ever,
as though Roux's mantle of insulting indifference had fallen upon him, in
addition to his own oblivious self- absorption. Will Maidenwood seemed
embarrassed and annoyed; the chemist employed himself with making polite
speeches to Hamilton. Flavia did not come down to lunch--and there was a
malicious gleam under Herr Schotte's eyebrows. Frank Wellington announced
nervously that an imperative letter from his protecting syndicate summoned him
to the city.
After luncheon the men went to the golf links, and Imogen, at the first
opportunity, possessed herself of the newspaper which had been left on the
divan. One of the first things that caught her eye was an article headed
"Roux on Tuft Hunters; The Advanced American Woman as He Sees Her;
Aggressive, Superficial, and Insincere." The entire interview was nothing
more nor less than a satiric characterization of Flavia, aquiver with
irritation and vitriolic malice. No one could mistake it; it was done with all
his deftness of portraiture. Imogen had not finished the article when she heard
a footstep, and clutching the paper she started precipitately toward the
stairway as Arthur entered. He put out his hand, looking critically at her
distressed face.
"Wait a moment, Miss Willard," he said peremptorily, "I
want to see whether we can find what it was that so interested our friends this
morning. Give me the paper, please."
Imogen grew quite white as he opened the journal. She reached forward
and crumpled it with her hands. "Please don't, please don't," she
pleaded; "it's something I don't want you to see. Oh, why will you? it's
just something low and despicable that you can't notice."
Arthur had gently loosed her hands, and he pointed her to a chair. He
lit a cigar and read the article through without comment. When he had finished
it he walked to the fireplace, struck a match, and tossed the flaming journal
between the brass andirons.
"You are right," he remarked as he came back, dusting his
hands with his handkerchief. "It's quite impossible to comment. There are
extremes of blackguardism for which we have no name. The only thing necessary
is to see that Flavia gets no wind of this. This seems to be my cue to act;
poor girl."
Imogen looked at him tearfully; she could only murmur, "Oh, why did
you read it!"
Hamilton laughed spiritlessly. "Come, don't you worry about it. You
always took other people's troubles too seriously. When you were little and all
the world was gay and everybody happy, you must needs get the Little Mermaid's
troubles to grieve over. Come with me into the music room. You remember the
musical setting I once made you for the Lay of the Jabberwock? I was trying it
over the other night, long after you were in bed, and I decided it was quite as
fine as the Erl-King music. How I wish I could give you some of the cake that
Alice ate and make you a little girl again. Then, when you had got through the
glass door into the little garden, you could call to me, perhaps, and tell me
all the fine things that were going on there. What a pity it is that you ever
grew up!" he added, laughing; and Imogen, too, was thinking just that.
At dinner that evening, Flavia, with fatal persistence, insisted upon
turning the conversation to M. Roux. She had been reading one of his novels and
had remembered anew that Paris set its watches by his clock. Imogen surmised
that she was tortured by a feeling that she had not sufficiently appreciated
him while she had had him. When she first mentioned his name she was answered
only by the pall of silence that fell over the company. Then everyone began to
talk at once, as though to correct a false position. They spoke of him with a
fervid, defiant admiration, with the sort of hot praise that covers a double
purpose. Imogen fancied she could see that they felt a kind of relief at what
the man had done, even those who despised him for doing it; that they felt a
spiteful hate against Flavia, as though she had tricked them, and a certain contempt
for themselves that they had been beguiled. She was reminded of the fury of the
crowd in the fairy tale, when once the child had called out that the king was
in his night clothes. Surely these people knew no more about Flavia than they
had known before, but the mere fact that the thing had been said altered the
situation. Flavia, meanwhile, sat chattering amiably, pathetically unconscious
of her nakedness.
Hamilton lounged, fingering the stem of his wineglass, gazing down the
table at one face after another and studying the various degrees of
self-consciousness they exhibited. Imogen's eyes followed his, fearfully. When
a lull came in the spasmodic flow of conversation, Arthur, leaning back in his
chair, remarked deliberately, "As for M. Roux, his very profession places
him in that class of men whom society has never been able to accept
unconditionally because it has never been able to assume that they have any
ordered notion of taste. He and his ilk remain, with the mountebanks and snake
charmers, people indispensable to our civilization, but wholly unreclaimed by
it; people whom we receive, but whose invitations we do not accept."
Fortunately for Flavia, this mine was not exploded until just before the
coffee was brought. Her laughter was pitiful to hear; it echoed through the
silent room as in a vault, while she made some tremulously light remark about
her husband's drollery, grim as a jest from the dying. No one responded and she
sat nodding her head like a mechanical toy and smiling her white, set smile
through her teeth, until Alcee Buisson and Frau Lichtenfeld came to her
support.
After dinner the guests retired immediately to their rooms, and Imogen
went upstairs on tiptoe, feeling the echo of breakage and the dust of crumbling
in the air. She wondered whether Flavia's habitual note of uneasiness were not,
in a manner, prophetic, and a sort of unconscious premonition, after all. She
sat down to write a letter, but she found herself so nervous, her head so hot
and her hands so cold, that she soon abandoned the effort. just as she was
about to seek Miss Broadwood, Flavia entered and embraced her hysterically.
"My dearest girl," she began, "was there ever such an
unfortunate and incomprehensible speech made before? Of course it is scarcely
necessary to explain to you poor Arthur's lack of tact, and that he meant
nothing. But they! Can they be expected to understand? He will feel wretchedly
about it when he realizes what he has done, but in the meantime? And M. Roux,
of all men! When we were so fortunate as to get him, and he made himself so
unreservedly agreeable, and I fancied that, in his way, Arthur quite admired
him. My dear, you have no idea what that speech has done. Schemetzkin and Herr
Schotte have already sent me word that they must leave us tomorrow. Such a
thing from a host!" Flavia paused, choked by tears of vexation and
despair.
Imogen was thoroughly disconcerted; this was the first time she had ever
seen Flavia betray any personal emotion which was indubitably genuine. She
replied with what consolation she could. "Need they take it personally at
all? It was a mere observation upon a class of people--"
"Which he knows nothing whatever about, and with whom he has no
sympathy," interrupted Flavia. "Ah, my dear, you could not be expected
to understand. You can't realize, knowing Arthur as you do, his entire lack of
any aesthetic sense whatever. He is absolutely nil, stone deaf and stark
blind, on that side. He doesn't mean to be brutal, it is just the brutality of
utter ignorance. They always feel it--they are so sensitive to unsympathetic
influences, you know; they know it the moment they come into the house. I have
spent my life apologizing for him and struggling to conceal it; but in spite of
me, he wounds them; his very attitude, even in silence, offends them. Heavens!
Do I not know? Is it not perpetually and forever wounding me? But there has
never been anything so dreadful as this--never! If I could conceive of any
possible motive, even!"
"But, surely, Mrs. Hamilton, it was, after all, a mere expression
of opinion, such as we are any of us likely to venture upon any subject
whatever. It was neither more personal nor more extravagant than many of M.
Roux's remarks."
"But, Imogen, certainly M. Roux has the right. It is a part of his
art, and that is altogether another matter. Oh, this is not the only
instance!" continued Flavia passionately, "I've always had that
narrow, bigoted prejudice to contend with. It has always held me back. But
this--!"
"I think you mistake his attitude," replied Imogen, feeling a
flush that made her ears tingle. "That is, I fancy he is more appreciative
than he seems. A man can't be very demonstrative about those things--not if he
is a real man. I should not think you would care much about saving the feelings
of people who are too narrow to admit of any other point of view than their
own." She stopped, finding herself in the impossible position of
attempting to explain Hamilton to his wife; a task which, if once begun, would
necessitate an entire course of enlightenment which she doubted Flavia's
ability to receive, and which she could offer only with very poor grace.
"That's just where it stings most"--here Flavia began pacing
the floor--"it is just because they have all shown such tolerance and have
treated Arthur with such unfailing consideration that I can find no reasonable
pretext for his rancor. How can he fail to see the value of such friendships on
the children's account, if for nothing else! What an advantage for them to grow
up among such associations! Even though he cares nothing about these things
himself he might realize that. Is there nothing I could say by way of
explanation? To them, I mean? If someone were to explain to them how
unfortunately limited he is in these things--"
"I'm afraid I cannot advise you," said Imogen decidedly,
"but that, at least, seems to me impossible."
Flavia took her hand and glanced at her affectionately, nodding
nervously. "Of course, dear girl, I can't ask you to be quite frank with
me. Poor child, you are trembling and your hands are icy. Poor Arthur! But you
must not judge him by this altogether; think how much he misses in life. What a
cruel shock you've had. I'll send you some sherry, Good night, my dear."
When Flavia shut the door Imogen burst into a fit of nervous weeping.
Next morning she awoke after a troubled and restless night. At eight
o'clock Miss Broadwood entered in a red and white striped bathrobe.
"Up, up, and see the great doom's image!" she cried, her eyes
sparkling with excitement. "The hall is full of trunks, they are packing.
What bolt has fallen? It's you, ma cherie, you've brought Ulysses home
again and the slaughter has begun!" she blew a cloud of smoke triumphantly
from her lips and threw herself into a chair beside the bed.
Imogen, rising on her elbow, plunged excitedly into the story of the
Roux interview, which Miss Broadwood heard with the keenest interest,
frequently interrupting her with exclamations of delight. When Imogen reached
the dramatic scene which terminated in the destruction of the newspaper, Miss
Broadwood rose and took a turn about the room, violently switching the
tasselled cords of her bathrobe.
"Stop a moment," she cried, "you mean to tell me that he
had such a heaven-sent means to bring her to her senses and didn't use it--that
he held such a weapon and threw it away?"
"Use it?" cried Imogen unsteadily. "Of course he didn't!
He bared his back to the tormentor, signed himself over to punishment in that
speech he made at dinner, which everyone understands but Flavia. She was here
for an hour last night and disregarded every limit of taste in her
maledictions."
"My dear!" cried Miss Broadwood, catching her hand in
inordinate delight at the situation, "do you see what he has done?
There'll be no end to it. Why he has sacrificed himself to spare the very
vanity that devours him, put rancors in the vessels of his peace, and his
eternal jewel given to the common enemy of man, to make them kings, the seed of
Banquo kings! He is magnificent!"
"Isn't he always that?" cried Imogen hotly. "He's like a
pillar of sanity and law in this house of shams and swollen vanities, where
people stalk about with a sort of madhouse dignity, each one fancying himself a
king or a pope. If you could have heard that woman talk of him! Why, she thinks
him stupid, bigoted, blinded by middleclass prejudices. She talked about his
having no aesthetic sense and insisted that her artists had always shown him
tolerance. I don't know why it should get on my nerves so, I'm sure, but her
stupidity and assurance are enough to drive one to the brink of collapse."
"Yes, as opposed to his singular fineness, they are calculated to
do just that," said Miss Broadwood gravely, wisely ignoring Imogen's
tears. "But what has been is nothing to what will be. Just wait until
Flavia's black swans have flown! You ought not to try to stick it out; that
would only make it harder for everyone. Suppose you let me telephone your
mother to wire you to come home by the evening train?"
"Anything, rather than have her come at me like that again. It puts
me in a perfectly impossible position, and he is so fine!"
"Of course it does," said Miss Broadwood sympathetically,
"and there is no good to be got from facing it. I will stay because such
things interest me, and Frau Lichtenfeld will stay because she has no money to
get away, and Buisson will stay because he feels somewhat responsible. These
complications are interesting enough to cold-blooded folk like myself who have
an eye for the dramatic element, but they are distracting and demoralizing to
young people with any serious purpose in life."
Miss Broadwood's counsel was all the more generous seeing that, for her,
the most interesting element of this denouement would be eliminated by Imogen's
departure. "If she goes now, she'll get over it," soliloquized Miss
Broadwood. "If she stays, she'll be wrung for him and the hurt may go deep
enough to last. I haven't the heart to see her spoiling things for
herself." She telephoned Mrs. Willard and helped Imogen to pack. She even
took it upon herself to break the news of Imogen's going to Arthur, who
remarked, as he rolled a cigarette in his nerveless fingers:
"Right enough, too. What should she do here with old cynics like
you and me, Jimmy? Seeing that she is brim full of dates and formulae and other
positivisms, and is so girt about with illusions that she still casts a shadow
in the sun. You've been very tender of her, haven't you? I've watched you. And
to think it may all be gone when we see her next. 'The common fate of all
things rare,' you know. What a good fellow you are, anyway, Jimmy," he
added, putting his hands affectionately on her shoulders.
Arthur went with them to the station. Flavia was so prostrated by the
concerted action of her guests that she was able to see Imogen only for a
moment in her darkened sleeping chamber, where she kissed her hysterically,
without lifting her head, bandaged in aromatic vinegar. On the way to the
station both Arthur and Imogen threw the burden of keeping up appearances
entirely upon Miss Broadwood, who blithely rose to the occasion. When Hamilton
carried Imogen's bag into the car, Miss Broadwood detained her for a moment,
whispering as she gave her a large, warm handclasp, "I'll come to see you
when I get back to town; and, in the meantime, if you meet any of our artists,
tell them you have left Caius Marius among the ruins of Carthage."
-THE END-
Willa Cather's short story: Flavia and Her Artists
Willa Cather's short story: Flavia and Her Artists
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