THE ASSIGNATION BY EDGAR ALLAN
POE
Stay for me there ! I will
not fail.
To meet thee in that hollow vale.
[ Exequy on the death of
his wife, by Henry King, Bishop of Chichester .]
ILL-FATED and mysterious
man ! - bewildered in the brilliancy of thine own imagination, and fallen in
the flames of thine own youth ! Again in fancy I behold thee ! Once more thy
form hath risen before me ! - not - oh not as thou art - in the cold valley and
shadow - but as thou shouldst be - squandering away a life of magnificent
meditation in that city of dim visions, thine own Venice - which is a
star-beloved Elysium of the sea, and the wide windows of whose Palladian
palaces look down with a deep and bitter meaning upon the secrets of her silent
waters. Yes ! I repeat it - as thou shouldst be . There are surely other worlds
than this - other thoughts than the thoughts of the multitude - other
speculations than the speculations of the sophist. Who then shall call thy
conduct into question ? who blame thee for thy visionary hours, or denounce
those occupations as a wasting away of life, which were but the overflowings of
thine everlasting energies ?
It was at Venice , beneath the covered archway there
called the Ponte di Sospiri , that I met for the third or fourth time the person
of whom I speak. It is with a confused recollection that I bring to mind the
circumstances of that meeting. Yet I remember - ah ! how should I forget ? -
the deep midnight, the Bridge of Sighs, the beauty of woman, and the Genius of
Romance that stalked up and down the narrow canal.
It was a night of unusual
gloom. The great clock of the Piazza had sounded the fifth hour of the Italian
evening. The square of the Campanile lay silent and deserted, and the lights in
the old Ducal Palace were dying fast away. I was
returning home from the Piazetta, by way of the Grand
Canal . But as my gondola arrived opposite the mouth of the canal
San Marco, a female voice from its recesses broke suddenly upon the night, in
one wild, hysterical, and long continued shriek. Startled at the sound, I
sprang upon my feet : while the gondolier, letting slip his single oar, lost it
in the pitchy darkness beyond a chance of recovery, and we were consequently
left to the guidance of the current which here sets from the greater into the
smaller channel. Like some huge and sable-feathered condor, we were slowly
drifting down towards the Bridge of Sighs, when a thousand flambeaux flashing
from the windows, and down the staircases of the Ducal Palace, turned all at
once that deep gloom into a livid and preternatural day.
A child, slipping from the
arms of its own mother, had fallen from an upper window of the lofty structure
into the deep and dim canal. The quiet waters had closed placidly over their
victim ; and, although my own gondola was the only one in sight, many a stout
swimmer, already in the stream, was seeking in vain upon the surface, the
treasure which was to be found, alas ! only within the abyss. Upon the broad
black marble flagstones at the entrance of the palace, and a few steps above
the water, stood a figure which none who then saw can have ever since
forgotten. It was the Marchesa Aphrodite - the adoration of all Venice - the
gayest of the gay - the most lovely where all were beautiful - but still the
young wife of the old and intriguing Mentoni, and the mother of that fair
child, her first and only one, who now, deep beneath the murky water, was
thinking in bitterness of heart upon her sweet caresses, and exhausting its
little life in struggles to call upon her name.
She stood alone. Her small,
bare, and silvery feet gleamed in the black mirror of marble beneath her. Her
hair, not as yet more than half loosened for the night from its ball-room
array, clustered, amid a shower of diamonds, round and round her classical head,
in curls like those of the young hyacinth. A snowy-white and gauze-like drapery
seemed to be nearly the sole covering to her delicate form ; but the mid-summer
and midnight air was hot,
sullen, and still, and no motion in the statue-like form itself, stirred even
the folds of that raiment of very vapor which hung around it as the heavy
marble hangs around the Niobe. Yet - strange to say ! - her large lustrous eyes
were not turned downwards upon that grave wherein her brightest hope lay buried
- but riveted in a widely different direction ! The prison of the Old Republic
is, I think, the stateliest building in all Venice - but how could that lady gaze so
fixedly upon it, when beneath her lay stifling her only child ? Yon dark,
gloomy niche, too, yawns right opposite her chamber window - what, then, could
there be in its shadows - in its architecture - in its ivy-wreathed and solemn
cornices - that the Marchesa di Mentoni had not wondered at a thousand times
before ? Nonsense ! - Who does not remember that, at such a time as this, the
eye, like a shattered mirror, multiplies the images of its sorrow, and sees in
innumerable far-off places, the wo which is close at hand ?
Many steps above the
Marchesa, and within the arch of the water-gate, stood, in full dress, the
Satyr-like figure of Mentoni himself. He was occasionally occupied in thrumming
a guitar, and seemed ennuye to the very death, as at intervals he gave
directions for the recovery of his child. Stupified and aghast, I had myself no
power to move from the upright position I had assumed upon first hearing the
shriek, and must have presented to the eyes of the agitated group a spectral
and ominous appearance, as with pale countenance and rigid limbs, I floated
down among them in that funereal gondola.
All efforts proved in vain.
Many of the most energetic in the search were relaxing their exertions, and
yielding to a gloomy sorrow. There seemed but little hope for the child ; (how
much less than for the mother ! ) but now, from the interior of that dark niche
which has been already mentioned as forming a part of the Old Republican
prison, and as fronting the lattice of the Marchesa, a figure muffled in a
cloak, stepped out within reach of the light, and, pausing a moment upon the
verge of the giddy descent, plunged headlong into the canal. As, in an instant
afterwards, he stood with the still living and breathing child within his
grasp, upon the marble flagstones by the side of the Marchesa, his cloak, heavy
with the drenching water, became unfastened, and, falling in folds about his
feet, discovered to the wonder-stricken spectators the graceful person of a
very young man, with the sound of whose name the greater part of Europe was
then ringing.
No word spoke the
deliverer. But the Marchesa ! She will now receive her child - she will press
it to her heart - she will cling to its little form, and smother it with her
caresses. Alas ! another's arms have taken it from the stranger - another's
arms have taken it away, and borne it afar off, unnoticed, into the palace !
And the Marchesa ! Her lip - her beautiful lip trembles : tears are gathering
in her eyes - those eyes which, like Pliny's acanthus, are "soft and
almost liquid." Yes ! tears are gathering in those eyes - and see ! the
entire woman thrills throughout the soul, and the statue has started into life
! The pallor of the marble countenance, the swelling of the marble bosom, the
very purity of the marble feet, we behold suddenly flushed over with a tide of
ungovernable crimson ; and a slight shudder quivers about her delicate frame,
as a gentle air at Napoli about the rich silver lilies in the grass.
Why should that lady blush
! To this demand there is no answer - except that, having left, in the eager
haste and terror of a mother's heart, the privacy of her own boudoir, she has
neglected to enthral her tiny feet in their slippers, and utterly forgotten to
throw over her Venetian shoulders that drapery which is their due. What other
possible reason could there have been for her so blushing ? - for the glance of
those wild appealing eyes ? for the unusual tumult of that throbbing bosom ? -
for the convulsive pressure of that trembling hand ? - that hand which fell, as
Mentoni turned into the palace, accidentally, upon the hand of the stranger.
What reason could there have been for the low - the singularly low tone of
those unmeaning words which the lady uttered hurriedly in bidding him adieu ?
"Thou hast conquered," she said, or the murmurs of the water deceived
me ; "thou hast conquered - one hour after sunrise - we shall meet - so
let it be !"
* * * * * * *
The tumult had subsided, the lights
had died away within the palace, and the stranger, whom I now recognized, stood
alone upon the flags. He shook with inconceivable agitation, and his eye
glanced around in search of a gondola. I could not do less than offer him the
service of my own ; and he accepted the civility. Having obtained an oar at the
water-gate, we proceeded together to his residence, while he rapidly recovered
his self-possession, and spoke of our former slight acquaintance in terms of
great apparent cordiality.
There are some subjects upon which I
take pleasure in being minute. The person of the stranger - let me call him by
this title, who to all the world was still a stranger - the person of the
stranger is one of these subjects. In height he might have been below rather
than above the medium size : although there were moments of intense passion
when his frame actually expanded and belied the assertion. The light, almost
slender symmetry of his figure, promised more of that ready activity which he
evinced at the Bridge
of Sighs , than of that
Herculean strength which he has been known to wield without an effort, upon
occasions of more dangerous emergency. With the mouth and chin of a deity -
singular, wild, full, liquid eyes, whose shadows varied from pure hazel to
intense and brilliant jet - and a profusion of curling, black hair, from which
a forehead of unusual breadth gleamed forth at intervals all light and ivory -
his were features than which I have seen none more classically regular, except,
perhaps, the marble ones of the Emperor Commodus. Yet his countenance was,
nevertheless, one of those which all men have seen at some period of their
lives, and have never afterwards seen again. It had no peculiar - it had no
settled predominant expression to be fastened upon the memory ; a countenance
seen and instantly forgotten - but forgotten with a vague and never-ceasing
desire of recalling it to mind. Not that the spirit of each rapid passion
failed, at any time, to throw its own distinct image upon the mirror of that
face - but that the mirror, mirror-like, retained no vestige of the passion,
when the passion had departed.
Upon leaving him on the night of our
adventure, he solicited me, in what I thought an urgent manner, to call upon
him very early the next morning. Shortly after sunrise, I found myself
accordingly at his Palazzo, one of those huge structures of gloomy, yet
fantastic pomp, which tower above the waters of the Grand Canal in the vicinity
of the Rialto .
I was shown up a broad winding staircase of mosaics, into an apartment whose
unparalleled splendor burst through the opening door with an actual glare,
making me blind and dizzy with luxuriousness.
I knew my acquaintance to be
wealthy. Report had spoken of his possessions in terms which I had even
ventured to call terms of ridiculous exaggeration. But as I gazed about me, I
could not bring myself to believe that the wealth of any subject in Europe could have supplied the princely magnificence
which burned and blazed around.
Although, as I say, the sun had
arisen, yet the room was still brilliantly lighted up. I judge from this
circumstance, as well as from an air of exhaustion in the countenance of my
friend, that he had not retired to bed during the whole of the preceding night.
In the architecture and embellishments of the chamber, the evident design had
been to dazzle and astound. Little attention had been paid to the decora of
what is technically called keeping, or to the proprieties of nationality. The
eye wandered from object to object, and rested upon none - neither the
grotesques of the Greek painters, nor the sculptures of the best Italian days,
nor the huge carvings of untutored Egypt . Rich draperies in every part
of the room trembled to the vibration of low, melancholy music, whose origin
was not to be discovered. The senses were oppressed by mingled and conflicting
perfumes, reeking up from strange convolute censers, together with
multitudinous flaring and flickering tongues of emerald and violet fire. The
rays of the newly risen sun poured in upon the whole, through windows, formed
each of a single pane of crimson-tinted glass. Glancing to and fro, in a
thousand reflections, from curtains which rolled from their cornices like
cataracts of molten silver, the beams of natural glory mingled at length
fitfully with the artificial light, and lay weltering in subdued masses upon a
carpet of rich, liquid-looking cloth of Chili gold.
"Ha ! ha ! ha ! - ha ! ha ! ha ! " - laughed the proprietor,
motioning me to a seat as I entered the room, and throwing himself back at
full-length upon an ottoman. "I see," said he, perceiving that I
could not immediately reconcile myself to the bienseance of so singular a
welcome - "I see you are astonished at my apartment - at my statues - my
pictures - my originality of conception in architecture and upholstery !
absolutely drunk, eh, with my magnificence ? But pardon me, my dear sir, (here
his tone of voice dropped to the very spirit of cordiality,) pardon me for my
uncharitable laughter. You appeared so utterly astonished. Besides, some things
are so completely ludicrous, that a man must laugh or die. To die laughing,
must be the most glorious of all glorious deaths ! Sir Thomas More - a very
fine man was Sir Thomas More - Sir Thomas More died laughing, you remember.
Also in the Absurdities of Ravisius Textor, there is a long list of characters
who came to the same magnificent end. Do you know, however," continued he
musingly, "that at Sparta (which is now
Palæ ; ochori,) at Sparta ,
I say, to the west of the citadel, among a chaos of scarcely visible ruins, is
a kind of socle, upon which are still legible the letters 7!=9 . They are
undoubtedly part of '+7!=9! . Now, at Sparta
were a thousand temples and shrines to a thousand different divinities. How
exceedingly strange that the altar of Laughter should have survived all the
others ! But in the present instance," he resumed, with a singular
alteration of voice and manner, "I have no right to be merry at your
expense. You might well have been amazed. Europe
cannot produce anything so fine as this, my little regal cabinet. My other
apartments are by no means of the same order - mere ultras of fashionable
insipidity. This is better than fashion - is it not ? Yet this has but to be
seen to become the rage - that is, with those who could afford it at the cost
of their entire patrimony. I have guarded, however, against any such
profanation. With one exception, you are the only human being besides myself
and my valet, who has been admitted within the mysteries of these imperial
precincts, since they have been bedizzened as you see !"
I bowed in acknowledgment - for the
overpowering sense of splendor and perfume, and music, together with the unexpected
eccentricity of his address and manner, prevented me from expressing, in words,
my appreciation of what I might have construed into a compliment.
"Here," he resumed,
arising and leaning on my arm as he sauntered around the apartment, "here
are paintings from the Greeks to Cimabue, and from Cimabue to the present hour.
Many are chosen, as you see, with little deference to the opinions of Virtu.
They are all, however, fitting tapestry for a chamber such as this. Here, too,
are some chefs d'oeuvre of the unknown great ; and here, unfinished designs by
men, celebrated in their day, whose very names the perspicacity of the
academies has left to silence and to me. What think you," said he, turning
abruptly as he spoke - "what think you of this Madonna della Pieta ?"
"It is Guido's own ! " I
said, with all the enthusiasm of my nature, for I had been poring intently over
its surpassing loveliness. "It is Guido's own ! - how could you have
obtained it ? - she is undoubtedly in painting what the Venus is in sculpture."
"Ha ! " said he
thoughtfully, "the Venus - the beautiful Venus ? - the Venus of the Medici
? - she of the diminutive head and the gilded hair ? Part of the left arm (here
his voice dropped so as to be heard with difficulty,) and all the right, are
restorations ; and in the coquetry of that right arm lies, I think, the
quintessence of all affectation. Give me the Canova ! The Apollo, too, is a
copy - there can be no doubt of it - blind fool that I am, who cannot behold
the boasted inspiration of the Apollo ! I cannot help - pity me ! - I cannot
help preferring the Antinous. Was it not Socrates who said that the statuary
found his statue in the block of marble ? Then Michael Angelo was by no means
original in his couplet -
'Non ha l'ottimo artista alcun concetto
Che un marmo solo in se non circunscriva.' "
It has been, or should be remarked,
that, in the manner of the true gentleman, we are always aware of a difference
from the bearing of the vulgar, without being at once precisely able to determine
in what such difference consists. Allowing the remark to have applied in its
full force to the outward demeanor of my acquaintance, I felt it, on that
eventful morning, still more fully applicable to his moral temperament and
character. Nor can I better define that peculiarity of spirit which seemed to
place him so essentially apart from all other human beings, than by calling it
a habit of intense and continual thought, pervading even his most trivial
actions - intruding upon his moments of dalliance - and interweaving itself
with his very flashes of merriment - like adders which writhe from out the eyes
of the grinning masks in the cornices around the temples of Persepolis.
I could not help, however,
repeatedly observing, through the mingled tone of levity and solemnity with
which he rapidly descanted upon matters of little importance, a certain air of
trepidation - a degree of nervous unction in action and in speech - an unquiet
excitability of manner which appeared to me at all times unaccountable, and
upon some occasions even filled me with alarm. Frequently, too, pausing in the
middle of a sentence whose commencement he had apparently forgotten, he seemed
to be listening in the deepest attention, as if either in momentary expectation
of a visiter, or to sounds which must have had existence in his imagination
alone.
It was during one of these reveries
or pauses of apparent abstraction, that, in turning over a page of the poet and
scholar Politian's beautiful tragedy "The Orfeo," (the first native
Italian tragedy,) which lay near me upon an ottoman, I discovered a passage
underlined in pencil. It was a passage towards the end of the third act - a
passage of the most heart-stirring excitement - a passage which, although
tainted with impurity, no man shall read without a thrill of novel emotion - no
woman without a sigh. The whole page was blotted with fresh tears ; and, upon
the opposite interleaf, were the following English lines, written in a hand so
very different from the peculiar characters of my acquaintance, that I had some
difficulty in recognising it as his own : -
Thou wast that all to me, love,
For which my soul did pine -
A green isle in the sea, love,
A fountain and a shrine,
All wreathed with fairy fruits and flowers ;
And all the flowers were mine.
Ah, dream too bright to last !
Ah, starry Hope, that didst arise
But to be overcast !
A voice from out the Future cries,
"Onward ! " - but o'er the Past
(Dim gulf ! ) my spirit hovering lies,
Mute - motionless - aghast !
For alas ! alas ! with me
The light of life is o'er.
"No more - no more - no more,"
(Such language holds the solemn sea
To the sands upon the shore,)
Shall bloom the thunder-blasted tree,
Or the stricken eagle soar !
Now all my hours are trances ;
And all my nightly dreams
Are where the dark eye glances,
And where thy footstep gleams,
In what ethereal dances,
By what Italian streams.
Alas ! for that accursed time
They bore thee o'er the billow,
From Love to titled age and crime,
And an unholy pillow ! -
From me, and from our misty clime,
Where weeps the silver willow !
That these lines were written in
English - a language with which I had not believed their author acquainted -
afforded me little matter for surprise. I was too well aware of the extent of
his acquirements, and of the singular pleasure he took in concealing them from
observation, to be astonished at any similar discovery ; but the place of date,
I must confess, occasioned me no little amazement. It had been originally
written London
, and afterwards carefully overscored - not, however, so effectually as to conceal
the word from a scrutinizing eye. I say, this occasioned me no little amazement
; for I well remember that, in a former conversation with a friend, I
particularly inquired if he had at any time met in London the Marchesa di
Mentoni, (who for some years previous to her marriage had resided in that
city,) when his answer, if I mistake not, gave me to understand that he had
never visited the metropolis of Great Britain. I might as well here mention,
that I have more than once heard, (without, of course, giving credit to a
report involving so many improbabilities,) that the person of whom I speak, was
not only by birth, but in education, an Englishman .
* * * * * * * * *
"There is one painting,"
said he, without being aware of my notice of the tragedy - "there is still
one painting which you have not seen." And throwing aside a drapery, he
discovered a full-length portrait of the Marchesa Aphrodite.
Human art could have done no more in
the delineation of her superhuman beauty. The same ethereal figure which stood
before me the preceding night upon the steps of the Ducal Palace ,
stood before me once again. But in the expression of the countenance, which was
beaming all over with smiles, there still lurked (incomprehensible anomaly !)
that fitful stain of melancholy which will ever be found inseparable from the
perfection of the beautiful. Her right arm lay folded over her bosom. With her
left she pointed downward to a curiously fashioned vase. One small, fairy foot,
alone visible, barely touched the earth ; and, scarcely discernible in the
brilliant atmosphere which seemed to encircle and enshrine her loveliness,
floated a pair of the most delicately imagined wings. My glance fell from the
painting to the figure of my friend, and the vigorous words of Chapman's Bussy
D'Ambois , quivered instinctively upon my lips :
"He is up
There like a Roman statue ! He will stand
Till Death hath made him marble !"
"Come," he said at length,
turning towards a table of richly enamelled and massive silver, upon which were
a few goblets fantastically stained, together with two large Etruscan vases,
fashioned in the same extraordinary model as that in the foreground of the
portrait, and filled with what I supposed to be Johannisberger.
"Come," he said, abruptly, "let us drink ! It is early - but let
us drink. It is indeed early," he continued, musingly, as a cherub with a
heavy golden hammer made the apartment ring with the first hour after sunrise :
"It is indeed early - but what matters it ? let us drink ! Let us pour out
an offering to yon solemn sun which these gaudy lamps and censers are so eager
to subdue !" And, having made me pledge him in a bumper, he swallowed in
rapid succession several goblets of the wine.
"To dream," he continued,
resuming the tone of his desultory conversation, as he held up to the rich
light of a censer one of the magnificent vases - "to dream has been the
business of my life. I have therefore framed for myself, as you see, a bower of
dreams. In the heart of Venice
could I have erected a better ? You behold around you, it is true, a medley of
architectural embellishments. The chastity of Ionia is offended by antediluvian
devices, and the sphynxes of Egypt
are outstretched upon carpets of gold. Yet the effect is incongruous to the
timid alone. Proprieties of place, and especially of time, are the bugbears
which terrify mankind from the contemplation of the magnificent. Once I was
myself a decorist ; but that sublimation of folly has palled upon my soul. All
this is now the fitter for my purpose. Like these arabesque censers, my spirit
is writhing in fire, and the delirium of this scene is fashioning me for the
wilder visions of that land of real dreams whither I am now rapidly departing."
He here paused abruptly, bent his head to his bosom, and seemed to listen to a
sound which I could not hear. At length, erecting his frame, he looked upwards,
and ejaculated the lines of the Bishop of Chichester :
"Stay for me there ! I will not fail
To meet thee in that hollow vale."
In the next instant, confessing the
power of the wine, he threw himself at full-length upon an ottoman.
A quick step was now heard upon the
staircase, and a loud knock at the door rapidly succeeded. I was hastening to
anticipate a second disturbance, when a page of Mentoni's household burst into
the room, and faltered out, in a voice choking with emotion, the incoherent
words, "My mistress ! - my mistress ! - Poisoned ! - poisoned ! Oh,
beautiful - oh, beautiful Aphrodite !"
Bewildered, I flew to the ottoman,
and endeavored to arouse the sleeper to a sense of the startling intelligence.
But his limbs were rigid - his lips were livid - his lately beaming eyes were
riveted in death. I staggered back towards the table - my hand fell upon a
cracked and blackened goblet - and a consciousness of the entire and terrible
truth flashed suddenly over my soul.
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