The Women
By T. CORAGHESSAN BOYLE
Excerpt
As
it happened, I was in possession of a hand-drawn map sent me by one Karl
Jensen, secretary for the Taliesin Fellowship, of which I was a new—and
charter—member, but it showed a purported road along a purported river that
didn't seem to exist. I was wondering where I'd gone wrong, the persistent
whine of the engine sending up sympathetic vibrations in my head, when on what
must have been my fourth pass, the scene suddenly shifted: there was the barn,
there the wagon, there the cows, but now something new had entered the picture.
A stout woman in a plain gray shift and apron was stationed at the side of the
road, a brindled dog and two small boys at her side. When I came within sight she
began windmilling her arms as if we were at sea and she'd fallen over the rail
and into the green grip of the tailing waves, and before I could think I was
jerking at the gearshift and riding the brake until the car came to a lurching
halt some twenty feet beyond her. She waited a moment till the dust had
cleared, then came up the side of the road wearing a stoic expression, the boys
(they must have been seven or eight, somewhere in that range) dancing on ahead
of her while the dog yapped at their heels.
"Hello!"
she called out in a breathless delicate voice. "Hello!"
She
was at the side of the car now, the boys shying away at the last minute to
poise waist-deep in the roadside vegetation and peer up uncertainly at me. I
was conscious of the distance between us, of the high-fl own seat of my Stutz
automobile and the prodigious running slope of its fenders. The weeds, flecked
here and there with the rust of the season, crowded the roadway, which wasn't
much wider than a cart-path in any case. One of the boys reached down for a
stem of grass and inserted it between his front teeth. I couldn't think of what
to say.
I
watched her expression as she took me in, two pale Hibernian eyes measuring my
face, my clothes, the splendor of the automobile. "Are you looking for
something?" she asked, but plunged right on without waiting for the
answer. "Because you been up this road four times now. Are you
lost"—and here she registered the truth of what her eyes had been telling
her all along: that is, that I was foreign, and worse, an exotic—"or
something?"
"Yes,"
I said, trying for a smile. "I seem to have—got myself in a bind here. I'm
looking for Taliesin?" I made a question of it, though I didn't realize at
the time that I was mispronouncing the name, since I'd never heard it spoken
aloud. I suppose I must have given it a Japanese emphasis—Tál-yay-seen rather
than the more mellifluous Tal-ee-éssin, because she just stared blankly at me.
I repeated myself twice more before one of the boys spoke up: "I think he
means Taliesin, Ma."
"Taliesin?"
she repeated, and her features contracted round the sourness of the proper
noun. "Why would you want to go there for?" she asked, her voice
rising to a kind of suppressed yelp on the final (superflous) syllable, but
even as she asked, the answer was settling into her eyes. Whatever the
association was, it wasn't pleasant. "I have a, uh"—the car shuddered
and belched beneath me—"an appointment."
"Who
with?"
The
words were out of my mouth before I knew what I was saying:
"Wrieto-San."
The
narrowed eyes, the mouth gone rancid all over again, the dog panting, the boys
gaping, insects everywhere: "Who?"
"Mr.
Lloyd Wright," I said. "The architect. Builder of"—I'd pored
over the Wasmuth portfolio till the pages were frayed and I knew every one of
his houses by heart, but all I could think of in the extremity was the pride of
Tokyo—"the Imperial Hotel."
No
impression, nothing. I began to feel irritated. My English was perfectly
intelligible—and I had sufficient command of it even to pronounce with little
effort that knelling consonant that gave my countrymen so much trouble on the
palate. "Mr. Lloyd Wright," I repeated, giving careful emphasis to
the double L.
And
now it was my turn for a moment of extended observation: Who was this woman?
This farmwife with the unkempt boys and outsized bosom and the chins
encapsulating one another like the rings of a tree? Who was she to question me?
I didn't know, not at the time, but I suspected she'd never heard of the
Imperial Hotel or the unearthly beauty of its design and the revolutionary
engineering that enabled it to survive the worst seismic catastrophe in our
history with nothing more than cosmetic repairs—for that matter, I suspected
she'd never heard of my country either, or of the vast seething cauldron of the
Pacific Ocean that lay between there and here. But she knew the name of Lloyd
Wright. It exploded like an artillery shell in the depths of her eyes, drew her
mouth down till it was closed up like a lockbox.
"I
can't help you," she said, lifting one hand and dropping it again, and
then she turned away and started back down the road. For a moment the boys
lingered, awed by the miraculous vision of this gleaming sporty first-rate
yellow-and-black automobile drawn up there on the verge of their country lane
and the exotic in command of it, but then they slouched their shoulders and
drifted along in her wake. I was left with the insects, the weeds and the dog,
which squatted briefly in the dirt to dig at a flea behind one ear before
trotting off after them.
Reprinted by arrangement with Viking, a member
of Penguin Group (USA) Inc., from THE WOMEN by T. Coraghessan Boyle. Copyright
© 2009 by T.C. Boyle.
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